星期四的清晨

很早， 
早安 (： 
1.10 ， 星期四的清晨， 
我还在这里， 还未入睡。
我有多想念我的床，
可有些事我不能置之不理，
因为老师会扣分数 D:


我喜欢在清晨，
听丁当，孙燕姿， 戴佩妮的歌  (:
我喜欢，
我很喜欢耳机里传来的音乐，
很舒服呀，
就这样，
不知道度过了多少分多少秒，
滴滴答答，
我在她们的音乐里沉醉，
没有压抑 :)


窗外 - 戴佩妮 
我望着窗外夜雨一直下 心开始有点慌


我要的爱 - 戴佩妮
我明白我要的爱  会把我宠坏 


原谅我是这样的女生 - 戴佩妮
我只是无辜的人 很需要叹气声  有一些文字的吻 要留给伤过的人


怎样 - 戴佩妮 
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样 我们会不会还是深爱着对方


街角的祝福 - 戴佩妮
我只好假装我听不到  听不到别人口中的她好不好
再不想问  再不想被通知到   反正你的世界我管不了


雨天 - 孙燕姿 
你能体谅 我有雨天 偶尔胆怯 你都了解


遇见 - 孙燕姿 
我遇见谁会有怎样的对白 我等的人 他在多远的未来


我不难过 - 孙燕姿
我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧  是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候


开始懂了 - 孙燕姿
相信你只是怕伤害我  不是骗我 很爱过谁会舍得


你为什么说谎 - 丁当
你一直问我的心到底在不在 问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱 而我的泪怎么就流下来


猜不透 - 丁当
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由   那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口      那我宁愿对你从没认真过


亲人 - 丁当
而愛 並沒有教給我生存  只教我交易虛榮給天真
可是愛 讓我們變成陌生人  卻變不了更高尚的靈魂




再见， 星期四的清晨

Tat Shing's 15th Birthdaaaaaay :)

•  8 .30 - Mc Donald 
•  9 .00 - Tat Shing showed up .
• 10 .00 -Yushu showed up.
• 11 .00 -Heading to Tart's house.
• 11. 30 -Uno Stacks , Piano, PS2
• 12. 00 - Chia Zheng left. 
• 12. 00 - Ju-On 2 !!!!
• 12. 15 - Screams ! 
• 12. 30 - Domino's Pizza , Cake, Lunch. 
•   1.00 - Ju- On 2 !!!!
•   1.30 - Photos Session .
•   2.00 - Yushu, Aileen , SueAnn left.
•   2.30 - Jia Yuen left.
•   2.30 - Cards , Mahjong.
•   3.00 - Bye Bye. 

My very FIRST SECOND horror movie - JU-ON 2 

i wanted to put the photo here .. 

but then .. 

bu then ... 

I TAKUT SANGAT. 

More photos @ 

Aileen's album

Yushu's album

HAAAAAAPPPPYYYYYY BITHDAAAAAAAAY TART ! :D

song of the day : Solo - Iyaz 

'Cause I was so high , and  i was so low :)

eshennn signing off. 

HELL-O ! :D

Rachel's ' I'm sorry , I was just focusing on the first syllable .. ~ '    
* referring to Gives you Hell's    ' Hell '   but not ' Hello '   .

Brittany's  ' Did you know that dolphins are just gay sharks ? ' 

Oh Em Gee ,   laugh die me . 

Watch Glee episode 14 - Hell-O !

Hello - Rachel & Jesse
A-We-So-Me :D
Google IT !

song of the day : Gives you Hell - O !    - AAR or Glee Cast ! 


eshennn signing off. 

哪里来的美国时间陪你癫

今天是 ‘ 世界地球日 ’
GO GREEN lah (:
可是，
我偶然发现，
原来这个世界还有一些能够和‘环保’ 这种课题相提并论的东西东东
* 我..... 很 ...... 努力..... 让自己打出来的方块字......没有...特别严肃或 不是很爽谁， 也不是很想 让 有够 perasan 的你/ 你们误会  ， 我...是真的 ... 有在努力 ！  .___.

这个世界，
早已变得不一样，
所有的人， 都可以和你说这样， 到最后， 却是变成了另一样。
有够过分lor ..

就好像，我 今天想做冰淇淋蛋糕，
我可以告诉莞莉 ‘ 莞莞 ， 陪我做啦， 不过要花很多时间的wor ...你OK嘛 ？ ’
莞莞就讲OK lor .. 
每天在那边傻傻用两只手搅冰淇淋， 搅冰淇淋， 
搅搅搅 。。。
搅到莞莞的 daddy 都 beh tahan ... 讲她浪费冰淇淋 wor ... 
还在那边用手搅 。
OKAY LOR .. 
到了那一天， 
我再来找莞莉，
我就跟她讲说 ： ‘ eh 莞莉， 我有ice cream maker 了啦 ， 你不用再用手搅liao .. 没有办法啦，因为我要在最短的时间里面做好最好的 ice cream wor .. 我不可能用那个你用手搅的 冰淇淋啦 , Sorry lah .. Paiseh . ’

可不可以告诉我，
你是谢莞莉，
你会有什么样的感受 ？
当然，
谢莞莉和冰淇淋只是一个再也平凡不过的例子，
还有更多更多的事情，
是你和我都不知道的
我也没有像一些人那样jinggak ..
会这样去伤害别人，
尤其是cawan ..
It's IMPOSSIBLE I'll do that stuff to her lah kaaay ..
没有去顾及他人的感受，
真的以为每个人都有那个美国时间来陪你们癫。

人家付出的努力和时间，
并不是你们的一句话就能让它成为泡影，
他们的潜能和才华，
不是你们一句话说过就算，
他们所做过的一切， 牺牲的所有，
不是你们这样草草就随便能够否定他们的价值。

也许你们会认为他们站在那里，
永远都不会比其他的来得耀眼， 来得有信心，
可是你们绝对没有那个权力去剥夺他们的机会。

如果你们早就想好说要让你们所谓的‘更有能力’的人去把荣耀带回来，
也许当初你们就不该让他们抱着太大的希望，
因为在你们的心里， 你们早就认为会有更适合的人选能够胜任这份差事。

原来我们的世界早已被不切实际的事物蒙蔽了双眼，
追求的，
奢望的，
都不是我们说要就得了，
泪水， 又怎么会让你们看得见


不是你们说了就算。
美国时间不是这样来给你耗的。

我以为我们都是后天环境而变得偏心了 ，

可是原来我们每个人打从来到这个世界，

我们的心都偏向了左边，

这个世界，

没有谁不是不偏心的。

我以为我们都能够真心坦诚相对，

可是到今天我才发现，

我们都是自私的，

我不能够为了和你真心坦诚相对，

而把自己的真心掏出来让你相信我

我们的真心，

都隔着谎言，

没有谁能够真心对待谁

JUMP OFF FROM THE 34th FLOOR !

      

For    A   :  


Awww maaaann, I never thought that you're that STINGY lor .
waitaminute, STINGY got two meanings rite ..?

1. 吝啬
2. 小气

Yeah lar .. you both also gt lor !     KEDUKUT sangat. 

Conversely, ( Ms Sharmini , I applied coherence you taught us today , muaha )   I'm not that stingy lar , I'll still show you my best smile kaay  , like this ->       :D

nyaaa ... I'm just trying to advertise Colgate peppermint total white (: 

' jeng jeng ... '  
    

so hey you , JUMP OFF FROM THE 34th FLOOR !

For    B   : 

YOU YOU YOU .! 

How many times you want me to tell ya ? 

I've spoken to you in a nice and polite way, 
I requested you not to make fun of me, 
and I believed my words weren't much too harsh for you. 
But what you've done were totally OUT OF LINE ! 
I said , OUT OF LINE !
maybe you though that I'm Okaaay to make fun of 
but you have to know that I've been trying to tolerate for idk how many times 
and I have to tell you 
I COULD NO LONGER BEAR YOU !
i can't stand you anymore     ( and trust me . i won't SIT )


Girls and Guys can be very close , no matter how close is that girl and guy , there will always be a LINEEEEEEE , that you cannot STEP OUT OF THE LINE ! 


BELASAH KAMU !    ( kaiqian taught me this ! )

so hey hey you you , JUMP OFF FROM THE 34th FLOOR too !


For  Yizen ; Jelly  : 


Wanna know what's a BUNNY SUCKER ? :)


http://apps.facebook.com/fluff/ffriends_splash.php


Play Fluff Friends (:

this is a bunny sucker :]

SUCK like a BUNNY SUCKER yo :D


so hey hey you you you YiiiiiiZeeeennnnn ,  take the lift to the 34th floor , and push 'em over !  then you shall sing ' baby are you down down down down doooowwwwwwnnnnn ~ .. '


' Obviously lar ..i mean .. Du-uh ..of'cos they'll down there lar ... zzz ' 


:D


song of the day : Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson 


eshennn signing off. 

Can You Feel My World. Lee Hom

你只喜欢我微笑 你决定我的需要
我要怎样说才好 我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼 拉我往下掉
爱是漂亮的口号 透过你的眼角

你把我的喜好 随便删掉 变成你要的调调
你为我好 我知道 我都知道
我的烦恼 我的骄傲 你却不明了
怎样爱你才好 毕竟黑豹 需要自由奔跑
(不能满足于拥抱) (I keep comin' back for more)

Can You Feel My World 真实的我没有办法伪造
Can You Take My Hands 真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My World 真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要 (我一点都不重要)

你只要我有礼貌 其它假装看不到
我要怎么说才好 当我的情绪低潮
Rap I keep on comin' back for more yo
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷 为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道我的世界已经变得越来越小 跑不掉逃不了

怎样面带着微笑 怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉 怎么嘴嘟着好严肃 这不是哭着就好
什么旋律在我的脑袋一直转一直绕
意志力一直撑着我 再一次祷告 帮助我 

HEY YOU 

LISTEN UP , 

I'M SO FED UP WITH YOU THIS JERK'S SUPERB DISGUSTING DEEDS AND ATTITUDE.

Threat 'em like changing clothes everyday ? 

Oh yeaaaah , I remember once you loved that shirt so much , 

and what about now ?

YES.

You thought that you're that great ? 

NO.

I don't think you're that great, and people like you can jump off from 24th floors mannn . 

WHAT THE HELL ON EARTH IS THIS.

YOU, 

really SUCK. 

More SUCKISH than a BUNNY SUCKER. 

you're not gonna jump off from 24th floors, are you ? 

Then, I'll jump from 34th floors 'cause I'm just so tired of your sickening deeds ! 

and make sure YOU JUMP, I DON'T JUMP 

YOU DON'T JUMP, I JUMP. 

yeah riteeee .. 

I thought there would be an exception .. 

maybe you won't dumped your new shirt that fast , 

or maybe you'll keep your shirt FOR-EVER. 

Nevertheless, you .. 

are still .. 

A JERK. 

PISS OFF !

Keep Bleeding , Keep Keep Bleeding

Yushu :) 

Yelloooo Lemonies. 

hmmmpphhh .. currently not in a good mood. tho' I only have 5 % of emoness.

aaaaahhhhh ... just .. alright ... I gave up. 

Facebook gonna kills me... 

I MUST GIVE UP. I MUST DUMP FACEBOOK. 

But then .. ahhhh ... I'll miss you , FB. 

Hakuna Matata , lemonies, 

Will log in when I'm in the mood to ON. 

I've tons of words to say , but not even a word can come out from my mouth . 

DAMN . 

and I mustn't say ANYTHING. Awh DARN. 

Eshen Ang's forced smile (fake a smile) and natural smile can be differentiate easily. Be observant (: 

When I say it ain't fake a smile, then you have to trust me, 'cause I really mean it. 

When I keep my mouth shut after you asked me whether is a fake smile, then I'm sure you already knew the answer (:

I know, some of you might think I always fake a smile , but to force a smile is really tiring, and why are you doubting my natural smile ? I only contain 5% of emoness and i contain 10% of smiles and laughs :) 

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MV - CHS

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I'll deny if you asked. 

song of the day : True Colours - GLee

eshennn signing off. 

You know you love me ( no i know you don't know and i ain't that perasan )

I know you care ! :)

Baby - Justin Bieber 

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Ohhhhh .. 

Ahhhhhh.. 

Eeeehhhh..

Uhhhhhhh .. 

Awwwwhh....

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ohh 

oh 

o

COOO-AAAAAAAKKKK !

hmph.. went to school today. 

Yushu slept over night at my place. 

Yuhang and Ann Chen were so sho shooo damnnn Kaawaiiii . 

me love . 

lemonies sure love 'em :D

Enjoyed hanging out with Benben , HaoLu, WanLi and Yushu. 

:)

I guess my life ain't gonna be that ' .... -less ' anymore .. 

'cause i can feel that projects are flirting, they're trying to approach me !

ehmmph .. since they're so desperate, so I think I should not hurt their feelin, I'm gonna spend most of my time with 'em. heh :)

Psst psst .. I tell you lemonies .. 

You lemonies CHSians  better bring loads newspapers to school on Monday . GO GREEN ! and VOTE FOR EARTH !  THINK GREEN ! 

Psst Psst .. lemonies .. 

No more Carlsberg for Liverpool ,

I'll miss ya ..

Bye bye theeeennnnn D:

psst psssstt .. lemonies .. 

I'm dying maaaaannnnn .. 

It's so tiring .. 

And i WTG ( homies' vocab - Want To Go ) .. 

I need SLEEP yo .. 

Till then. 

song of the day : 最熟悉的陌生人    ( sing till you dieee yo .. ) 

eshennn signing off. 

I want you to know , that it doesn't matter , where we take this road , someone's gotta go

And i want you to know , you couldn't have loved me better , 

But i want you to move on , so I'm already gone. 

Already gone - Kelly Clarkson :D

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I should admit. My life still sucks. Not much interesting stuffs. But I found that my friends are awesome. ' Hang Patrick ' is awesome too. 

Wanli's lemon jelly , 

www.wanlicheah.blogspot.com

so here's my equation. 

Lemon = eshen

Lemon Jelly = wanli 

wanli = eshen + jelly. 

smiling eshen = lemon( lemonjelly)

smiling eshen = eshen(wanli)

Lemon loves Lemon jelly

Eshen loves WanLi :D

my maths sucks. yeah i know. what to do .. 

*sigh sigh.    nothing could fully occupy my mind. I think of loads stuffs. Aawww mannn .. I know i shouldn't .  

我们都喜欢那首歌，

写的是你的心情，

也是我的心情，

可是我们都心里有数，

那首歌写不是我们的故事。

黄花盛开的季节，

对任何事，

都能置之一笑。

而心却像黄花落叶，

任春风将它玩弄，

于半空中漂泊许久，

反反复复，

兜兜转转，

终归土。

枯萎了，

心死了。

你说黄花飘落，

是等待新的花苞成长，

届时，

黄花再次盛开，

依旧迷人。

依然美丽。

我相信。

而心却早已在任由无情的风操弄于手之时，

迷惘， 疲惫

最终，

似黄花落叶，

跌得伤痕累累，

不再沉醉，

和绿叶的昨天。 

( random thoughts .. zzz )

song of the day : 我爱他 - 丁当

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望，我的心深深伤过却不会忘 

I like  ' 请你不要告诉我，你可以照顾自己，那是在骗你自己，也不要劝我放弃，因为我不知道该怎么放弃，不要问我到底喜欢你哪里，因为我只会这样一直喜欢下去。' ——拓也

Autumn's Concerto  :D

eshennn signing off.

Maybe It's just me , couldn't you believe

that everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving.

Maybe- Secondhand Serenade (:

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Heart-to-heart convo with Mun Mun. :D

I've an Awesome friend yo :)

Lemonies ,

Envy me .

Don't say you won't , 'cause I know you will !

I've sucha great friend - Yu Sue Mun (:

munmun,

Let's play BADMINTON at Tropicana club house. haha :D

and we can always go out for lunch and chit-chat.  

Or maybe .. Gossip ? haha (:

Thank you for your ' i gt something to tell you .. can you on msn ? '

Tho' you've nothing to tell , just wanna chat with me (:

* it was really touching , mun .

You're a great listener :)

I ♥ You 

not gonna mention ' Forever ' , but still .... ♥ you (:

song of the day : 记事本 - Kelly chen 

eshennn signing off.

When you meant it , I'll believe it , When you text it , I'll delete it

Let's be clear ! :D

Miley Cyrus - 7 things

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Well , seems like eshen ang dah mengamalkan sikap kerajinan (: 

Eeellooo lemonies ! :D

I'm here to update my blog again.  * evil laughs . muahaha. *

hmmphh... is my life still that suckie ?  

Oh.. you want me to say the truth or you want me to lie like the (a) (b) (c) ?  haha :)

Vote for sikap kejujuran then,   I'm still that lifeless . But I guess today is better than the pass few weeks. At least I made fruits salad today, was having Science and Maths tuition this now , I've done my Science and Maths homework, gonna go for English tuition later, and maybe spending time with my mom .. watching movie ? shopping for grocery  ? watching TV ? facial ? Girls talk ? emmm nice (:    and ohh ohh ! watch Chelsea vs Man Utd with daddy tonite ! I support Chelsea :D

I wanted to plant some plants.. especially citrus plants .. But my uncle said it's sorta hard .. 'cause you need a cool surrounding for citrus plants .___.  Alright ( makes me think of Puan Tan and Yu Hang's ALRIGHT ) .. never mind .  

I reckon I'm gonna do some sports tomorrow. I didn't do sports except for the HIJAU prac. since 123456 days ago ..  o.O   

eshennn ah .. seriously .. GET A LIFE maaannnn .. 

Oh yeaaah. People .. did you hear a song called ' 說謊' ? 

hmmph.. It's quite nice actually .. but then .. it's just so so so sarcastic weih .. 

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊

你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊　請別以為你有多難忘
消失　真的不是我逞強

so .. what do you reckon ? 

so fakeeee rite ?  Yet , it's NOT. 

 I actually heard Yoga Lin introduce this song .. and he said that the guy who said ' 我沒有說謊　我何必說謊... '  .. was actually bluffing . It wasn't true. He actually lied, ' 請別以為你有多難忘 ' was actually reflecting that guy couldn't forget bout the girl . So saaaad D: 

I'll stop here. 'Cause I'm just a lemon which contains 5% of emo-ness. I won't talk much bout these emo stuffs. muahaahaa :D 

People, GO GREEN YO ! :D 

IMMA ENVIRONMENTALLY-FRIENDLYPERSON. 

 ( I'm not bluffing kaay. Tho' i was a liar . haha )

Song of the day : Like A knife - Secondhand serenade

Stay with me , or watch me bleed

I need you just to breath 

( Oh C'mon .. I won't suicide lah :D) 

eshennn signing off.