CUPCAKES ;)

I BAKED CUPCAKES 

( first time lar .. i knew .. it's not really tasty lar .. ) 

supposed to bake with jialee and bel .

But end up i baked myself with my sis. 

never mind lar Bel , jia lee ... we bake cookies next time , kay ? :)

song of the day : Should've Said No - Taylor Swift

eshennn singing off.

BOOM !

Oh .. why am I here ?
Oh .. how should I know ?
Oh .. yeah rite , this is my blog , so here am I ;)

Can't believe I just told EVERYTHING to my mom.
( you'll never knew what i told her .. ha-ha B]  )

Where is ISABEL CHEW ? !
You don't even have my house address and how are you gonna come my house tomorrow !?
BEL !?
Do ya hear me  !?
BEL ~~
rite , you didn't hear me .

Nite people.
Sleep tight.

song of the day : One Time - Justin Bieber 


eshennn signing off.

Superlative of bad - WORST

somehow i miss you and wanli so much :'(  

or maybe i miss spending the whole night with you and wanli at Bukit Jalil National Stadium .
awwhhh .. D:

eshennn : " WANG LEE HOMMMMMM !!!!! " 

wannnli : " WANG LEE HOMMMMMMM !!!!!! " 

eshennn and wannnli : " Ahhhhhhhhh ~ Wahhhhhhh ~ Woooooaahhhhh ~ Ahhhhhhhhhh !!!! " 

the next day , eshennn and wannnli's status : Soar throat. Our throats hurt badly.

awwwhhhhhh .. aaawwwhhhhhh D: D:

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You ! You !

Don't you know hitting others using your Oh Super Big Palm is really painful ?

You ! You !

Do you ever care 'bout our feelings ?

Yet, you glanced at us and give us a ' Oh So Innocent ' look.

Taking a tissue on my hand and wiped my nose , and so  ?

Weren't you thinking that I was crying , or were you ?

You're so mean...

You screwed up my day .

A fact is a fact, which no one can deny .

I'm so PATHETIC.

I felt so confused and depressed .

I'm so ENERGETIC.

I feel so comfortable and enthusiastic .

I'm so unsophisticated. 

I'm feelin' good  !

No worries , Hakuna Matata :)

song of the day : Live After You - Daughtry 


eshennn signing out.

Hakuna Matata :)

AWWHHH .. WHY AM I SO KIASU ! ? 

一点点

我们都向往宁静，
再也不喜欢大家庭式的生活，
曾几何时，
我们也在那里兜兜转转，
该不该留下，
亦或一并离开。
之所以没有去，
是不想要让自己再次陷入那种局面，
我了解自己 ， ( 或许一点也不了解 ) 
可我就不想再犹豫，
喜欢小型的，
小型的，
就够了，
没有压力， 没有拘束，没有烦恼，没有竞争，
有宁静，有欢乐， 有朋友， 有自由， 有真心， 有生活
有自己。


大家庭，
昔日在那里的生活，
也不过如此。 


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有些歌词的意思， 你绝对可以领悟 ：)

• 我没有说谎， 我何必说谎 - ( 也许， 我真的有说谎， 我真的有必要说谎 ) 
• 
  
• 从前从前，有个人爱你很久，但偏偏， 雨渐渐大到我看你不见 - ( 最好是这样，到我看你不见)
•  
• 如果我说 爱我没有如果 - ( 那我就不爱 )
•  
• 在我心上，用力地开一枪 - ( 很痛 ， 可是会死掉 ) 
•  
• 能不能给我一首歌的时间 - ( 不能 ， 我赶时间 ) 
•  
• 放手， 放开所有 - ( 可以放手， 可是不知道能不能放开所有 ) 
•  
• 一天一天贴近你的心， 你开心，我关心 - ( 对， 你怎么知道，我是一个关心病人的医生 )
•  
• 我爱他， 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 - ( 错， 我不爱他， 我喜欢他 ) 

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又何必让自己受到第二次的伤害，

还在这里苦苦的等待，

明明知道那一天不会到来，

还能够有什么期待。 

song of the day : 没有如果 - 梁静茹

eshennn signing off.

CuppaCupCakes and CocoCookIes :)

Isabel's next target : Bake cookies ( for some special reasons ) , but not cupcakes . Hah :D 

Puan Yap taught us baking stuffs and she said she's gonna teach us to bake cookies this Saturday. 

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Bel : " Yay ! :) " 

Eshen : " Yay ! :) "

Bel : " Wait ! This Saturday I'm goin for the debate workshop ! " 

Eshen : " Awh .. then you can't bake cookies ~ "

Bel : " aaawwwhhhhh .. )': " 

Bel raised up her hand 

Puan Yap : " Yes ? "

Bel : " Teacher , I'm not in skul this Saturday! "

Puan Yap : " Aiiyaaa .. why ? " 

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And so after the lessons ended , we ( kaiqian , jialee, Bel , and me ) decided to bake cookies at my house on ( i d k when ) .  Maybe cupcakes or cakes , too . :) 

Baking Kaki(s) ! Rwar ! ;)

P/s : Mom let me to go for Super Junior's concert. Joejoe , deal ! I'm goin ! 

song of the day : Sorry Sorry - Super Junior 

eshennn signing off.

just found this photo in my comp. heh ;)

YOUR FLAWLESS REVEALS MY IMPERFECTION . 

but i don't care . 

It starts ( again ) from now on. 

434 days (: 

song of the day : Tick - Tock    - Ke$ha 

eshennn signing off.  

SOO YIYUN :) amd WANLI's B'daaaeeee 2010

I shall present you , 

SOOYIYUN and ANGESHEN's SAMPAT-NESS , SAMPAH-NESS ~

TUH-DUH ! 

:)

p/s : forget 'bout my fugliness !

and ....

CHEAHWANLI'S surprise PARTAY 2010 ! :D

Less words , more pictures !
This principle always applies . heh ;D


song of the day : 21 Guns - Green Day 


eshennn signing off.

"你快乐所以我快乐，

      你哭泣所以我难过。 ”

有时候，在必要的时候把自己伪装得很愚蠢迟钝，也许会更好 :)

领悟

我总是那么地向往没有忧虑的未来，
可以平静地过淡如素的生活，
和现代的社会是多么的脱轨，
那并不重要，
重要的是没有竞争，没有压力，与世无争， 多么的好。
没有太多的渴求，但愿能够逃离现实。
直到今天，
问我以后要做什么，去哪里深造，往哪一方面发展，
我始终没能够说出一个明确的答案。
我怎么会这样？
没有目标，没有理想，没有规划，没有未来。
问我是否要出国深造，我-要。
问我对哪一科有兴趣， 我-不知道。
怎么样？
怎么办？
我怎么知道？
刚刚和一位朋友聊天，
突然觉得自己的人生毫无目标，好像很没有意义。
意义， 我怎么没有想过？
他说，

我很爱音乐，

两岁的时候妈妈让我学钢琴，

我很喜欢，结果在钢琴上睡着了。

直到我十三岁，我疯狂地爱上吉他。

我有告诉我妈妈，她已经在替我安排到一所国际音乐学校学音乐，以后我要考上Berklee College Of Music。那是我认为最好的音乐学校，王力宏也是在那里毕业的。

他告诉我以后，
问我，

那你以后的志愿是什么？

愣，
我愣在那里。
听他那样一说，我觉得他很有理想，目标很明确，
至少，
他知道自己要的是什么。


我还停留在某个点，停泻无法前进。
能不能把目光放的长远一点，
我好像从来没有这样打算过。
还很像小孩，享受朋友之间的玩乐。


他很爱音乐，
那我喜欢的是什么？
我要的是什么？


从他的身上，
我了解了很多，明白了很多，
也许，
我应该也想一想，
自己的打算和未来。


可能我什么也得试一试才知道，
如果真的什么也应该试一试，
那我是不是应该也去死一死，
至少我知道那是怎么一回事，
不过，
我会比谁都明白，
我失去了所有生存的权力。


所以，
我不会死，
不会什么都去试。




我喜欢 ：爱与不爱 


我说 ：再-见
(不是永远不会见面，是再次-见面 ！ )

Messages .

HAPPYNEWYEAR :D

hope that 2010 will be awesome . 

Okay , basically .. I'm here to reply messages that i received yesterday.  Yeah lah .. you know lah .. I didn't reload before 16.12.09 . So although i still got balance, i can't call or reply you all. I ain't that suii larh, i wanted to reply you people but cannot lorh. Sorry lah, it doesn't mean that you people aren't my best frens, and i guess I didn't fail to do so lah, 'cause I'm here to reply you people ! :) 

1) Chong Kai Qian 12.31.2009 7.36pm 

* you're the first !

Before 2oo9 ends, please tell I LOVE YOU to 10 of y0ur best frens, if you fail t0 d0 so, 2o1o won't be a good year f0r u.

so, I LOVE YOU my friend! 

<3

2) Lee Shi Hao 31.12.2009 7.37pm

Happy New Year Shi Hao ! 2010 rawks ! :D   

3)Yu Sue Mun 31.12.2009 7.44pm

Before 2oo9 ends, please tell I LOVE YOU to 10 of y0ur best frens, if you fail t0 d0 so, 2o1o won't be a good year f0r u.

so, I LOVE YOU my friend! 

<3

4)Cheah Wan Li 31.12.2009 7.46pm

Before 2oo9 ends, please tell I LOVE YOU to 10 of y0ur best frens, if you fail t0 d0 so, 2o1o won't be a good year f0r u.

so, I LOVE YOU my friend! 

<3

5)Chia Zheng 31.12.2009 7.51pm

Before 2oo9 ends, please tell I LOVE YOU to 10 of y0ur best frens, if you fail t0 d0 so, 2o1o won't be a good year f0r u.

so, I LOVE YOU my friend! 

<3

6) Soon Yushu 31.12.2009 7.53pm

Before 2oo9 ends, please tell I LOVE YOU to 10 of y0ur best frens, if you fail t0 d0 so, 2o1o won't be a good year f0r u.

so, I LOVE YOU my friend! 

<3

7) Lew Yu Hang 31.12.2009 11.59pm

Okay yuhang, I also knew that few more minutes to 2010. So , Happy New Year ! :)

8)Thum Tat Shing 01.01.2010 12.08

Happy New Year Tart Guy :D 

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that's all ( i know lah .. i only received few only lah, no choice lah, I'm not that popular mah .. lols )

IWASWATCHINGLEEHOMYESTERDAYANDIFELTSOHIGHOHMYMAMAGODWHATAMITALKINGABOUTITHINKIMCRAZYMELOVEEELEEHOM!

I

♥

LEEHOM !

song of the day : 心跳

eshennn signing off.