'E' stands for eshen (:

Don't cha get me wrong , I don't do such perasan stuff , as in showing off I baked a chicken pie with my 'E' on it ! (:

* oh well , that's so not persuasive , who doesnt know I am perasan :) Ha Ha Ha ! *

Such awesome mini chicken pie ! 

Awwww . 

Why awesome ? 

'cause with the 'E' on it , which stands for ' ESHEN ' lah ! 

aduihh ! 

No lah , Jk jk , don't throw 'chou ji dan' at me puhlease :)

awesome because Qin Ai De kaisong made for me (: 

how sweeeet . yeah tell me you got diabetes ! and go for your dialysis ! 

( oh sorry , this is PMR syndrome patient )

'cause Puan Yap said , make three pies , 

one for yourself , one for the guy in your class , and one for your QIN AI DE . 

Dont't know what is QIN AI DE ? 

Puan Lee said that for thousands time ady lar , c'mon :) 

" Murid-murid yang saya sayangi "

Sayang = qin ai de :)

OH NO ! 

GO TUITION ! 

BRB ! 

HAHAHAH ! :)

我寂寞寂寞就好 
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
想到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好 

What a Hawt Sundae :)

So now you see , 

this often happens ,

when a student ,

( a very de very de rajin student *nyehheh )

study untill too KUT LAT ,

which means too ( hardworking )

* Oh well, I know you are laughing, yeah fine , I know you know me very well , I am ze kind of Not-so-hardworking-awesome-nerd in this world :)  *

okay , continue. 

yeah , when awesome students sitting for the superb not-awesome examination ,

they end up doing things like these : 

Wasting time crapping here and there . 

even my sejarah workbook have to show up :)

*yawns* 

I love sejarah . 

*yawns*

Happy Birthdaaay ah ying :) 

Okay , you are still young , 

so let's go gai gai after my exam , 

we shall go Karaoke again,

to make my hibernation plan fail . 

I love you :)

and I promise I will fetch your anak here and there like you did after I got my licence ,

I supposed your anak should be pop out at that time . 

hahaha :D

song of the day : Crazier - Taylor Swift .

( how I wish I could be a lil more crazier :)    )

eshennn running off with a book in hand !

STUCK STUCK STUCK ! THE SONG IS STUCK IN MY MIND !

liverpool :')

嗨 ！ 嗨 ？嗨 。。。

有没有很想念我的刘海？

哈哈

好了，我要认真地写，不要弄我笑 please

对啦，我知道我不应该在这里。

应该好好地睡觉，明天好好地读书，然后。。。

然后什么都是好好的。。

可是我真的  真的  真的  很喜欢在深夜里戴上耳机听歌的感觉

你也应该试一下（：

我要跟你说，

我很喜欢，方炯镔的声音。

很好听，很好听。

他是马来西亚人，所以说。。。

我们要支持国货

哈哈。

不好笑？

可是我觉得好笑。

没有，其实我自己也没有在笑。

老梗， 烂透了。 有没有“显”掉？

报告 报告，

现在是凌晨一点四一 ，

外面晴天下雨给雷劈我不懂，

我懂现在我一个人在房里，没有人，除了我，还有一把好声音在我的耳边徘徊，

冷气二十五度，

心跳八十，

脑袋空空，

想。想。想。

这种环境很危险，

歌再听下去就要哭了。

因为没有人，

所以也可以哭得很大声，

因为冷气很冷，

可以冷却心的温度，

因为是自己的房间，

可以哭得很丑，

因为一个人够寂寞，

可以很空洞，

因为床很靠近，

所以可以带着眼泪的余温伴我入睡。

好吧，这种环境真的太危险了。

不得不承认。

为什么每一次用华语写， 都会写得那么感性？

一点都不好笑啊，

我也很沉默了，

有什么好？

华语每次都这样，好像我就要死了那样， 讨厌死。

可不可以请你去听方炯镔的“遗憾”？，不过千万不要独自在深夜里用耳机听，那种感觉，难过死了。你可以说我很感情用事，我承认这一点，我听歌也会很想哭，可是，我都是这样活到今天的，应该不会死到哪里去。

与其让你在我爱中憔悴 宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲 才懂真情可贵

遗憾　方炯镔

我带着很难过，很难过，很难过的心情，和你说再见了。

掰。

HI ! Home Alone :)

Nyeeeh . 

actually my cousins and brother were at home . 

But , still feelin empty , 

so i supposed it's counted home alone ? 

nyeeeh hahahaaaa :)

Moommma Daaadddy and sis went Penang. awww , I miss 'em :'( 

Kakak , uncle , and ah ma went Cheras this afternoon. 

which means , no kakak , no adults , imma only 'adult' , I have to masak untuk sendiri . 

真的是要寫小學作文“當媽媽不在家的時候”了):

so you see , when no adults at home , 

plus my laziness kills, 

I had my lunch in this way 

* LOOK ! * 

SEE I AM SO AWESOME . 

* bow, tq * 

kakak needn't to wash bowl .

SAY THAT I AM SMART ! 

SAY IT !

NOW OR .. 

STILL NOW ! 

*evil smirk *

AND YES YES YES !

SNEAK PEEK ! :

guess what are these :)

and oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh , ( no MY GOD is found , sry and tq )

I was chatting with cowie . 

You know who is cowie ? 

Don't know ? 

Needa show you ? 

wait ah . 

I go find his pic . 

 

HOLY COW ! 

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA 

Okay . You not laughing ? 

Okay fine . 

But I am laughing  ! 

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH . *3,2,1  STOP*

okay. I don't feel like uploading his pic here 'cause I didnt ask for his permission . 

Sorry lah.

( COW,  SAY THANK YOU )

He actually read my blog ! ( awww , yeah cowie , really touched )

See, it must be hard for a cow to use internet and type my blog url ! * awww , loves :) 

( Didn't I tell you this cow knows how to use Facebook and msn ? )

And he said my blog is FULL OF CRAPS . 

Oh yay -.-      

but he likes . 

Oh yay :D

So HI HI COWIE OUT THERE !

* WAVES * 

Kindly cover your nose and tiptoe 'cause this is a blog full with samah sarap , craps , poo . 

Wear a mask :Q

TQ :)

YES YES YES .

and lastly . 

Sebagai intiha ,

最後，

你不知道的事  All The Things You Never Knew 

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 I HAVE BANGS.

since last Saturday .

DON'T ASK ME WHY.
I SHALL LEARN FROM MR.HYDE


" IT WAS AN INCIDENT ! "

eshennnn ruuuuunnnns !


p/s :song of the day : ru guo zhe jiu shi ai qing .

Hi ! Which Ms. Universe is your cup of tea ? ;)

jeng jeng , my girlfriends :)

( sorry , I was the emcee of the day , not one of the Ms Universe , tq )

Hey Luh. 

Ahhhh * SCREAMS * 

AHHHHHHHH   * SHOUTS * 

It's 3.09 pm ! 

ohmygosh ohmygosh. 

Why am I here ? I should be studying , very , very , hard . )': 

Please Allow Me To Do This Monologue , TQ :)

" 'cause Ah Ma is watching HUA HEE TAI , Ah Cus is still in SJKC Yoke Nam , preparing for his UPSR, ah mei is shopping with her ji mui(s) , ahmi and dada are working very hard to earn $$ * ching ching * , kakak masak masak tu sangat rajin juga , I masih tak belajar dengan bersungguh-sungguh  :'(  "

* Blush blush *

okaaaay , okaaaaay , I'm leaving ! 

You hate me , don't you ? :'(

PLEASE SAY NO 

song of the day : Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao (:

eshennnnn  gottta ruuuunnnn ! 

Hi Hi !

Okay fine !

Eventually .. 

The young girl won !

ZOMG SHE'S SO KAWAII (:

Awww maaan . Three more weeks to PMR . * sniff sniff *  Never mind darlings , one more month to LOVE PEACE AND FREEDOM !  * SCREAMS ! * 

Promise me you'll study hard kay , though I havent start :'( 

PINKY PROMISE  * loves :)  *

Moomma and I had a promise ...

WHAT ? 

you think I am gonna tell you ? 

yeaaah . 

who you think you are ? 

ME ANSWER : My lemonies *yay * ! 

So who says I have to tell all my secrets to my lemonies ? 

aaawwww , not gonna brake promise or my moomaa will break my legs ! 

* OH HO HO HO , I don't have any musical performance or drama competition so I don't needa break a leg , Thank Q :)

OH YES . 

I just realised that my two friends , 

I-SA-BEL and Ee-Tzen are pro STALKERS ! 

they came here before !

WOAH. 

WOAAAH. 

WOOOAAAHH . 

Heh , I knew that because they said my blog is nice in FB. 

* awww , how swweeeeeet , TQ (:

So HELLO BEL AND DINO OUT THERE ! 

* WAVES !

IF YOU'RE READING THIS ...

HEELLOOOO ! 

and ! 

just gotta tell you !!!

My blog is always that ohsome because it has an ohsome blogger !

Nyeeeeh heeeeeh ! :P

Goodbye loves , goodbye darlings , goodbye bel and yizen !

song of the day : Teenage dream - Katy Perry 

esheeennnn gotta runnnnn ! 

P/S：!

HELLO ! ARE YOU SHOCK BECAUSE I AM HERE AGAIN ?

Define SHOCK : * points to the epic picture above *   that's SHOCKING.

haha.

uhmm , just a P/s :   Selamat Hari Raya ! :)

p/p/s : oh noooo ! ohhhhhh nooooooo !　wan dan le !

p/p/s/s : VIRUS　attack ! take care everybody !　Kisses and Hugs  *mwah * ;)

p/p/p/s/s : SELAMAT HARI RAYA !

p/p/p/s/s/s :　noooooo ! wo zhen de wan dan le , wo hen gan jiong ah.

p/p/p/p/s/s/s :  SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAA !

P/S to the power unknown :　STILL .... SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAA !

song of the day : tak ada . :(

eshennn is tired , not gonna run , eshennn gotta walk away !

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn !

HI.HI.HI *waves* 

ＩGOT AN INFLAMED THROAT !

SO I AM NOT GONNA SPEAK .

HAHA.

* BUT I STILL SPEAK A LOT

NOW LET THESE OLD PICTURES DO THE TALKING .

JUST SOME OLD ONES ,

NOT SO PRETTY ,

now ain't pretty as well

NOT SO KAWAII ,

now trying my best to act kawaii

NOT SO SMART ,

still very noob

BUT ALL THESE ARE PART OF MY OWHSOME LIFE.

nyeeeeh ;)

May I present you ,

my small fish's wedding (:

YOU MAY ASK :

what the hell is small fish ?

MY ANSWER  :

SMALL FISH , is not ...

BIG FISH LAH !

*okay okay , don't angry ... come back !

small fish is 小姨 larh (:

enough !　see I talk so much , want me die eh ?

;(

Don't faint . I beg you !

ENOUGH！

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY ANG !
OKAY BAI BAI.

eshennn gotta run！

COOAAAKKK ！

我的喉嚨發炎了 ！ 
很痛很痛很痛
我還可以喊，可以叫，可以唱歌，
可是喝水吃東西吞口水 ，
就要我的命。

告訴我，
我是不是就快要死了？

我還有很多東西還沒有做，
再給我一次機會，
我會好好保護你，
小喉嚨。
PLEASE ～

再見了，
我愛你們，
我還不想死   :'(

拔牙记 ba ya ji :(

讲你就信，

骗你的啦 ，

dua baris gigi 酱美，我没有去过牙医那里拔牙!

:D

* 前一天的我明明就还好好的 :'(

“去诊所看医生”记

几痛苦一下 ~

Idk how many decades ago since I've been to clinic.
'cause I am always a 健康的宝宝 :)
*jeng jeng
Plus, dada ain't so encourage us to go to the clinic.
But ...
Yesterday I was down with illness !
OH NOOOO ~
Oh YESSSSS ~
At first, I thought I had sore throat ONLY.
and then I termuntah . WT..Haha.
And my ahma said I got fever . Then she gave me panadol ,and I slept for the whole day.
Yeaaaap.
From morning till night , non stop sleeping marathon .
My uncle said I very kesian , so he brought me to the clinic .
nyeehh . I must tell you , this was  the first time I went to clinic in my secondary school life.
* Claps please , I banyak sihat punya okey *
After ***** minutes , I went in the room .
Doctor said : Emm .. your blood pressure normal .. but your heartbeat went very fast , about 90 something . So you felt sleepy but you cant sleep ,and very tired.

Shesssh Kebab .
Okay .
And then he gave a lot , A LOT pills ,
Like I'm gonna die ady . cheh .
Please lar , I not yet jump off from the 34th floor , won't die .
and all that cost rm 46 !
JIAK LUIH  !
RM46 I can do lot stuffs , doctor .!
WA BOH LUIH AH .

Kay la , just came back from school practicing songs .
LOL-ed loads.

An Apple A Day Keeps the Doctor Away

PIAN REN DE !
I remember I just ate two apples !

song of the day : Kuai Le Chong Bai - Wilber Pan & Angela
* psshhh .giving a hard time memorising meeeh.


esheeennnnn gotta run !

HI ! OKAY ! BAI !

My Very First Half Failed Brownies . 

Ah Bing and me are too obsessed with baking recently .
Nyeeeeeeh.
But failed most of the time, nyehhh.
Shall try again next time (:
AH Yes , I found that there is sucha cake called Forrest Gump . OHMEE. I'll try next time !

Run Forrest ! Run ! ~

Oh yes , I went Bukit Gasing with Eshin and my uncle.
I've been jungle trekking , so I masih boleh tahan.
But still , I have to admit that I stayed at home for IDK HOW MANY DAYS AND WEEKS , it was sort of tiring. exhausted . Came back and took a nap.
* I love my bed very very much ;)
Okay , tired , very tired .
Enough for today , I made an appointment with my dear bed.
So .


Hi Okay Bai .

song of the day : Like A knife - Secondhand Serenade .

eshennn gotta run !