Can You Feel My World. Lee Hom

你只喜欢我微笑 你决定我的需要
我要怎样说才好 我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼 拉我往下掉
爱是漂亮的口号 透过你的眼角

你把我的喜好 随便删掉 变成你要的调调
你为我好 我知道 我都知道
我的烦恼 我的骄傲 你却不明了
怎样爱你才好 毕竟黑豹 需要自由奔跑
(不能满足于拥抱) (I keep comin' back for more)

Can You Feel My World 真实的我没有办法伪造
Can You Take My Hands 真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My World 真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要 (我一点都不重要)

你只要我有礼貌 其它假装看不到
我要怎么说才好 当我的情绪低潮
Rap I keep on comin' back for more yo
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷 为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道我的世界已经变得越来越小 跑不掉逃不了

怎样面带着微笑 怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉 怎么嘴嘟着好严肃 这不是哭着就好
什么旋律在我的脑袋一直转一直绕
意志力一直撑着我 再一次祷告 帮助我 

HEY YOU 

LISTEN UP , 

I'M SO FED UP WITH YOU THIS JERK'S SUPERB DISGUSTING DEEDS AND ATTITUDE.

Threat 'em like changing clothes everyday ? 

Oh yeaaaah , I remember once you loved that shirt so much , 

and what about now ?

YES.

You thought that you're that great ? 

NO.

I don't think you're that great, and people like you can jump off from 24th floors mannn . 

WHAT THE HELL ON EARTH IS THIS.

YOU, 

really SUCK. 

More SUCKISH than a BUNNY SUCKER. 

you're not gonna jump off from 24th floors, are you ? 

Then, I'll jump from 34th floors 'cause I'm just so tired of your sickening deeds ! 

and make sure YOU JUMP, I DON'T JUMP 

YOU DON'T JUMP, I JUMP. 

yeah riteeee .. 

I thought there would be an exception .. 

maybe you won't dumped your new shirt that fast , 

or maybe you'll keep your shirt FOR-EVER. 

Nevertheless, you .. 

are still .. 

A JERK. 

PISS OFF !

Keep Bleeding , Keep Keep Bleeding

Yushu :) 

Yelloooo Lemonies. 

hmmmpphhh .. currently not in a good mood. tho' I only have 5 % of emoness.

aaaaahhhhh ... just .. alright ... I gave up. 

Facebook gonna kills me... 

I MUST GIVE UP. I MUST DUMP FACEBOOK. 

But then .. ahhhh ... I'll miss you , FB. 

Hakuna Matata , lemonies, 

Will log in when I'm in the mood to ON. 

I've tons of words to say , but not even a word can come out from my mouth . 

DAMN . 

and I mustn't say ANYTHING. Awh DARN. 

Eshen Ang's forced smile (fake a smile) and natural smile can be differentiate easily. Be observant (: 

When I say it ain't fake a smile, then you have to trust me, 'cause I really mean it. 

When I keep my mouth shut after you asked me whether is a fake smile, then I'm sure you already knew the answer (:

I know, some of you might think I always fake a smile , but to force a smile is really tiring, and why are you doubting my natural smile ? I only contain 5% of emoness and i contain 10% of smiles and laughs :) 

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MV - CHS

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I'll deny if you asked. 

song of the day : True Colours - GLee

eshennn signing off. 

You know you love me ( no i know you don't know and i ain't that perasan )

I know you care ! :)

Baby - Justin Bieber 

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Ohhhhh .. 

Ahhhhhh.. 

Eeeehhhh..

Uhhhhhhh .. 

Awwwwhh....

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ohh 

oh 

o

COOO-AAAAAAAKKKK !

hmph.. went to school today. 

Yushu slept over night at my place. 

Yuhang and Ann Chen were so sho shooo damnnn Kaawaiiii . 

me love . 

lemonies sure love 'em :D

Enjoyed hanging out with Benben , HaoLu, WanLi and Yushu. 

:)

I guess my life ain't gonna be that ' .... -less ' anymore .. 

'cause i can feel that projects are flirting, they're trying to approach me !

ehmmph .. since they're so desperate, so I think I should not hurt their feelin, I'm gonna spend most of my time with 'em. heh :)

Psst psst .. I tell you lemonies .. 

You lemonies CHSians  better bring loads newspapers to school on Monday . GO GREEN ! and VOTE FOR EARTH !  THINK GREEN ! 

Psst Psst .. lemonies .. 

No more Carlsberg for Liverpool ,

I'll miss ya ..

Bye bye theeeennnnn D:

psst psssstt .. lemonies .. 

I'm dying maaaaannnnn .. 

It's so tiring .. 

And i WTG ( homies' vocab - Want To Go ) .. 

I need SLEEP yo .. 

Till then. 

song of the day : 最熟悉的陌生人    ( sing till you dieee yo .. ) 

eshennn signing off. 

I want you to know , that it doesn't matter , where we take this road , someone's gotta go

And i want you to know , you couldn't have loved me better , 

But i want you to move on , so I'm already gone. 

Already gone - Kelly Clarkson :D

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I should admit. My life still sucks. Not much interesting stuffs. But I found that my friends are awesome. ' Hang Patrick ' is awesome too. 

Wanli's lemon jelly , 

www.wanlicheah.blogspot.com

so here's my equation. 

Lemon = eshen

Lemon Jelly = wanli 

wanli = eshen + jelly. 

smiling eshen = lemon( lemonjelly)

smiling eshen = eshen(wanli)

Lemon loves Lemon jelly

Eshen loves WanLi :D

my maths sucks. yeah i know. what to do .. 

*sigh sigh.    nothing could fully occupy my mind. I think of loads stuffs. Aawww mannn .. I know i shouldn't .  

我们都喜欢那首歌，

写的是你的心情，

也是我的心情，

可是我们都心里有数，

那首歌写不是我们的故事。

黄花盛开的季节，

对任何事，

都能置之一笑。

而心却像黄花落叶，

任春风将它玩弄，

于半空中漂泊许久，

反反复复，

兜兜转转，

终归土。

枯萎了，

心死了。

你说黄花飘落，

是等待新的花苞成长，

届时，

黄花再次盛开，

依旧迷人。

依然美丽。

我相信。

而心却早已在任由无情的风操弄于手之时，

迷惘， 疲惫

最终，

似黄花落叶，

跌得伤痕累累，

不再沉醉，

和绿叶的昨天。 

( random thoughts .. zzz )

song of the day : 我爱他 - 丁当

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望，我的心深深伤过却不会忘 

I like  ' 请你不要告诉我，你可以照顾自己，那是在骗你自己，也不要劝我放弃，因为我不知道该怎么放弃，不要问我到底喜欢你哪里，因为我只会这样一直喜欢下去。' ——拓也

Autumn's Concerto  :D

eshennn signing off.

Maybe It's just me , couldn't you believe

that everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving.

Maybe- Secondhand Serenade (:

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Heart-to-heart convo with Mun Mun. :D

I've an Awesome friend yo :)

Lemonies ,

Envy me .

Don't say you won't , 'cause I know you will !

I've sucha great friend - Yu Sue Mun (:

munmun,

Let's play BADMINTON at Tropicana club house. haha :D

and we can always go out for lunch and chit-chat.  

Or maybe .. Gossip ? haha (:

Thank you for your ' i gt something to tell you .. can you on msn ? '

Tho' you've nothing to tell , just wanna chat with me (:

* it was really touching , mun .

You're a great listener :)

I ♥ You 

not gonna mention ' Forever ' , but still .... ♥ you (:

song of the day : 记事本 - Kelly chen 

eshennn signing off.

When you meant it , I'll believe it , When you text it , I'll delete it

Let's be clear ! :D

Miley Cyrus - 7 things

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Well , seems like eshen ang dah mengamalkan sikap kerajinan (: 

Eeellooo lemonies ! :D

I'm here to update my blog again.  * evil laughs . muahaha. *

hmmphh... is my life still that suckie ?  

Oh.. you want me to say the truth or you want me to lie like the (a) (b) (c) ?  haha :)

Vote for sikap kejujuran then,   I'm still that lifeless . But I guess today is better than the pass few weeks. At least I made fruits salad today, was having Science and Maths tuition this now , I've done my Science and Maths homework, gonna go for English tuition later, and maybe spending time with my mom .. watching movie ? shopping for grocery  ? watching TV ? facial ? Girls talk ? emmm nice (:    and ohh ohh ! watch Chelsea vs Man Utd with daddy tonite ! I support Chelsea :D

I wanted to plant some plants.. especially citrus plants .. But my uncle said it's sorta hard .. 'cause you need a cool surrounding for citrus plants .___.  Alright ( makes me think of Puan Tan and Yu Hang's ALRIGHT ) .. never mind .  

I reckon I'm gonna do some sports tomorrow. I didn't do sports except for the HIJAU prac. since 123456 days ago ..  o.O   

eshennn ah .. seriously .. GET A LIFE maaannnn .. 

Oh yeaaah. People .. did you hear a song called ' 說謊' ? 

hmmph.. It's quite nice actually .. but then .. it's just so so so sarcastic weih .. 

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊

你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊　請別以為你有多難忘
消失　真的不是我逞強

so .. what do you reckon ? 

so fakeeee rite ?  Yet , it's NOT. 

 I actually heard Yoga Lin introduce this song .. and he said that the guy who said ' 我沒有說謊　我何必說謊... '  .. was actually bluffing . It wasn't true. He actually lied, ' 請別以為你有多難忘 ' was actually reflecting that guy couldn't forget bout the girl . So saaaad D: 

I'll stop here. 'Cause I'm just a lemon which contains 5% of emo-ness. I won't talk much bout these emo stuffs. muahaahaa :D 

People, GO GREEN YO ! :D 

IMMA ENVIRONMENTALLY-FRIENDLYPERSON. 

 ( I'm not bluffing kaay. Tho' i was a liar . haha )

Song of the day : Like A knife - Secondhand serenade

Stay with me , or watch me bleed

I need you just to breath 

( Oh C'mon .. I won't suicide lah :D) 

eshennn signing off. 

I'm back . i supposed.

eeessshhhh ... I'm back to blogger. I found that I abandoned blogger and dumped blogger to idk where for a month. I'm so meaaaan.


 SUE ME , if you want :)


So , here am i , update my cacat-ed blog.  I'm currently addict to citrus fruits especially LEMON.  sweet and sour. nice .. me like . LOL.
I was sorta lifeless for the pass few weeks. I knew that and I think I should start to do some meaningful stuffs.


To cheah wan li and yu sue mun : I ain't gonna do stuffs which are meaningful but I know I'll do it reluctantly. :D
I just realized I did loads of stupid stuffs in the pass few weeks, excluded the 'oh-so-exhausting' prefect camp.
Never mind , as long as I found out what's wrong with me, then I believe I'll do things better next time.
I found that this world is full with liars. everything people said is ' OH - SO - TRUE '


* you can feel the sarcasm, can't you ? *

BUT I'M NOT A LIAR ! I'M A TRUE FRIEND !

* Oh , do you ? eshen ang ? *
* Oh , seriously NOT . *

SEE ! I'M ALSO A LIAR !

* 'cause I claimed that I'm a true friend but I'm sorry to say that , I'M NOT *


example :  


(a)  Hey . i tell ya something kay ... 1234567890 .. so on and so forth.


(b) Oh really ? okaaay then .. I'll keep my mouth shut. 


(a) murmuring - Dude , I'm sorry . I can't tell you the truth, I've to keep it as a secret.


(b) murmuring - Awh .. he/she actually told me everything .. he / she threat me as her/his true friend !


This happens everyday okaaaay ..


here goes another one :


(a) murmuring - mygod .. I'm really really really saad .. i wanna cry .. what should i do ? Why (C) did this to me ? whhhhhhyyyyyyyy ..


(b) hey .. are you okaaay ?


(a) NOT OKAY AT ALL ... That (c) just threat me like 9186398173817 .... *broke down *


next day ..


(c) Hey there .. are you okaaay ? what happened ?


(a) emmmm... yeah .. duuuhh .. I'm okay  :D why ?


(c) NO ! I know you're not okay .. tell me what happened ..


(a) murmuring- Hell yeah . I'm not okay because of you and you asked me bout this ?! what do you expect what I'm gonna say ?


(a) Rite ... I quarreled with (B) .. I don't know what to do 


(c) Ohh ... why ? I'll help you okay ? I'm your best friend .. I'll give (B) a call.


(a) murmuring - Shit .. why you wanna call (B) , there's ntg to do with (B) !The one that hurt me most is YOU okaaay ! 


(a) Ohhh NO NO NO . Is okay .. you need not to call (b). I'll settle myself. don't worry too much kaaay. 


(c) Okaaay .. no prob :D


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Everything you do and words you say , we cannot tell whether it is genuine or fake.


No man's reliable anymore. 


You can only believe in yourself .. 


and also .. 


citrus fruits .  Haha :D




Song of the day : Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson 


eshennn signing off.

My blog is dead. 

and I'm dead . 

So bye bye 

Crazier ...

Eshennn is very; extremely; highly; damn; awfully; greatly; terribly; heartily; immensely; closely; so; bitterly; incredibly; intensely; infinitely

unexceptionable

DAMN !

don't you know it's a sarcasm ?

right .. 

you don't know. 

Eshennn's meant to be defeated.

SO, 

do ya get what i mean ? 

neither harsh words nor sarcastic remarks 

:D

I'm gonna get up outta my bed when my phone rings on 3.45 am 

It's gonna be an exciting match

yeahs ... why ? 

'cause it's Arsernal vs Liverpool :)

Liverpool rocks , regardless of the consequences.♥

song of the day : Crazier - Taylor Swift  

You lift my feet off the ground , 

Spin me around , 

You make me crazier , crazier .

eshennn signing off.