Day 2 1/2 : 第一個清晨

It's now 5.11pm , 30/5/2011. 

(: 

I came back from school , 

went for YE production , 

a productive day, indeed, 

still, 

trying my best to keep myself busy.

But it still seemed useless, anyway .

I went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean : On Stranger Tides with my family. 

Nice , yeah , 

Johnny Depp is cute, seriously (:

Penelope Cruz is hot, and 

Astrid Berges-Frisbey is gorgeous :) 

Just , I don't get it, 

those mermaids were scary,

like eww. 

nice movie anyway, 

you should watch it (: 

well if you want me to watch again I wouldn't mind 

just you have to make sure I keep my mouth shut so I won't tell too many about the story ;)

I am going to watch Korean drama, 

if it did not work, and I don't know how would I survive without thinking too much and missing, 

'cause you know, 

I have tried doing paper clay , sleeping, watching movies, went for sharing, for activities with friends, playing with the babies, and so on , 

I failed miserably . 

Just couldn't stop myself from thinking. 

Okay, I am going for marching tomorrow, 

I'm so going to be an american black chicken )': 

Enjoy your day ! 

Good bye ! 

Sleeep tight * I meant it , SLEEP TIGHT, SWEET DREAMS okaaay * 

with loves, 

eshennn. 

Day 1 1/2 : 遺憾

Paper Clay , 

filled the whole morning , 

but still , 

you never gone out. 

was still stuck. 

It's 3.04 pm , 29/5/2011. (:

what are you doing ? 

I wanted to watch Drama, 

but I did not. 

I am listening to yi han , again. 

I know , 

" why every time listen to this song ? what so awesome bout it ? " 

are you trying to ask ? (: 

well then my answer would be, 

" nothing special , just can't stop loving it anymore, can't stop playing it anymore, 'cause I can't stop recalling every moments anymore (: " 

Oh by the way, 

did I not tell you something silly happened to me the day before Add Maths paper ? 

I actually forgot my Facebook password, 

like seriously , 

FORGOT. 

no idea what was my password, 

not at all. 

Till now, 

I still have no idea what was my password. 

IDK what happened to me , 

as if my head was knocked by a flower pot from the sky. 

eventually, I changed my password. 

Yeah , am too dumb D: 

And oh, yesterday night, 

Internet no access , 

couldn't reply as well , 

couldn't see what people have sent, 

and today morning, 

I deleted the convo box or so called 'message between you and me' box, 

and now everything is gone, 

already gone , 

I meant it, 

EVERYTHING . 

and I am dying )': 

am too dumb, 

how could I just pressed that god damn DELETE button ? 

sigh. :'( 

Barcelona won, 

I didn't wake up and watch , 

too tired, 

used up too many mitochondria to think. 

 :) 

PAPERCLAYS OH PAPERCLAYS.

GOOD BYE to you ,
have fun ,
(:

still playing (:

Day 1/2 : When you look me in the eyes .

I am doing fine. 

Exam just ended. 

I did not hibernate , 

I did something more meaningful instead, 

I had fun with paper clays, 

and now is 11.00 pm. 

has been a long time since I update my blog, 

and also write my diary. 

I wonder what are you doing there right now ? 

Well I guess I could not withstand this any longer, 

but I have to , 

just have to survive (: 

So I think I shall fill my days with much activities and stuffs, 

in case I had too many free time, 

and my brain will be thinking of something else, 

and I have to suffer for the whole day long . (': 

In fact, 

it's only the 1/2 day, 

and it's like 

1eyoiqdhqy0[12u7312932p18w8iq(!@&#()!#(&^$)&( 

seriously , ya know ? 

Okaay , done. 

beeeeep (: 

I can't take a day without you here  

you are the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes

JB. 

am so gonna stuff myself with dramas . 

avoid distraction (': 

Good night to you , 

sleep tight , 

sweet dreams. 

(L)

I'll find my paradise , when you look me in the eyes (:

# my shirt described it all #

Helloh World, 

I miss those days , blogging in late night , 

listening to the same song , 

thinking of the same thing , same people ,

and maybe writing my diary. 

Today I am doing the same thing , 

blogging in late night , 

listening to the same song , 

yet with anxious and lethargic feelings , 

as 

examination 

is just 'round the corner , 

yeah i mean it , 

Next Friday , can you imagine that ? 

I am so dead. 

well it's okay , 

I'm getting tired of my life , 

I have so many stuffs to do and I actually somewhat still enjoying my life tho exam is next week . 

k and nao i can die . 

so in order not to let myself get too sick of it, 

I shall make my life easier , 

I won't go crazy over my oh-so-thick books ,

I'll just flip them gently , 

Who cares what results I might get , 

at least I've tried my best , 

as in , 

tried my best in a more relaxing way , 

so I won't die so young. 

Oh , 

I dont know why I got so addicted with Yi Han again . D: 

can't stop listening . 

haoo ? and whuat should i do  ? 

This is the only song that I never get bored with . 

too nice (: 

Okay , 

night then . 

I shall update you soon :) 

Within you I lose myself.
Without you I find myself,
Wanting to be lost again.

(:

I love you blogger, 

just , 

goddamnexamination loves me more. 

so long ! :) 

HI STALKER !
PLEASE GO AWAY :)

I have so many things to say ,
yet I don't feel like writing it down now.
Holy cow.


mixed feelings ,
goes up and down ,
and it goes on and on..

hmmph ? :/

As promised. 

I am here. 

It's 1.11 am now :) 

What should I say ? 

somewhat the kind of feeling updating blog alone in the middle of the night , 

listening to favorite song using headphone, 

lying on the bed, 

is undeniably awesome. 

Well maybe I get on to bed later , 

I might get more hyper and energetic tomorrow. 

since I've been sleeping for so many hours yet it did not help much for me to keep myself awake and energetic. 

Girls do think a lot , 

think too much . 

I don't know bout  the guys, 

but yeah , 

I think a lot . 

For regretting not doing this or that , 

For regretting what I've done , 

then come to a conclusion that 

Thou shall not do this or that again , NEVER. 

Reason ? 

'cause it's super embarrassing and awkward , 

as if i were dancing like a fool. 

So I shall always think before I act, 

before it's too late for me to regret . 

am not gonna cry over split milk anymore .

I enjoy the night , 

I enjoy the song. 

I kept it on replaying for few hours . 

so this is the last time I'll let it play for today. 

I shall sleep now. 

Nights , loves. 

(:

Dear blogger, i realise i slept too much nowadays. I think i should go the other way round. I shall meet you later. with loves. (:

Fresh look for ya , 

It's no longer a dead blohg yoh. 

Simplicity (:

am not going to slack 'round , 

tho I just did . 

wasted half of my day doing nothing . 

and nao I shall go do something great. 

nyeeheh ;)

pwesh don't doubt that I am awezome, 

'cause I really do . 

pwesh don't laugh at me because of my stupid gigantic pimple on my nose,

am feeling sad and so downz because of that and I feel like no one would ever wants me anniemoh, 

sigh. 

pwesh don't laugh at me because of my american black chicken skin , 

I swear I really want disney snow white's skin, 

but the sun just love me this much , THIS MUCH,

kept stuffing vitamin D , noh wait , 

Ultraviolet light for me. 

what on earth D:

OKAYZ , I'm done. 

update you next time. 

Great Human is so gonna do Great Things. 

KTHXBAILOVE. :D