Day 3 1/2 : You Are Not Alone

Well , such nice song of Micheal Jackson's .

Heard this song on the radio when I was on my way to school for , 

marching and production.

Yeah. :)

It is still not, 

like a blink of an eye. 

It is still a lonng loooong, supeer superrrb looong dayy. 

like #Y@Y#Y@Y(WH!I!#*!(!POU@U@

:(

Woke up early in the morning , 

and oh, it was raining ,

teeheee . 

I felt sho happy 'cuz I might not become a roasted chicken after the marching session :P

but uhh, 

I still put on the sun block in case Mr. Sunshine loves me too much. 

Indeed, he still came once for awhile and said Hello to me, 

waved his hand with UV lights to me, 

okaaay , 

it's not like I don't want to accept you , dear sunny sunshine, 

I know how enthusiastic you are , 

but just uhmm , 

tiny lil heart has no more spaces to fit you in, 

and tiny lil brain has no more spaces for you to squeeze in ,

so paiseh , but it's the truth :)

STARCH WAR,

went for Hijau deco as well,

as not much green humans went for marching,

so the commander was like 

"aiiih, so lil people, I let you all march for one and a half hour then you all go deco kay ? " 

and inside my heart was like : 

ahhhhh ftwwww !#)!@@!_(#^_(!@##U!@J#O!Y@#@) ! good bye sunnn (L) :D :D 

had starch all over my hands, with tissues paper :) 

felt so great after finished painting starch and tissues on the BIG STUFF 

( iidk can I say what's that stuff, I scared if I say it out here Green humans might murder me , so , ZIP :X )

yeah, 

So YE again . 

I swear I am not going to become a tailor or whatsoever occupations which is related to sewing, please let me go die . 

I JUST DUNNOH HAO TO SEW . 

I mean , yeah I know, imma ERT student oii , but hor, 

the sekoci and the benang made me so frustrated . 

There is no chemistry between me and the machine ,

no loveee , I can't feel it , sorry teacher, 

I might let you down 'cause you have such fail student who does not know how to sew properly but eventually an ERT studentt with a Grade A for her Kemahiran Hidup.  :')

And YanHui , Yan hui ! 

accidentally opened my FB message box. 

and yeah , he claimed : 

" IT WAS ALREADY THERE WHEN I OPENED IT , NOT MEEE " 

oh yeah ..

and he even tried to change my lock code. 

emmmph :/

and oh oh oh, 

the teacher's day performers list is out. 

The United Ingenious passed , 

you are so dead ! 

ahahha :)

I might throw my face * diuh liann * as well ,

as such fantastic group's manager. haha. 

Oh and the morning glories too. 

you just gotta prepare to laugh until you die on Teacher's day . :D

I don't know why I felt so tired today, 

I slept for two hours this now, 

yet I am still feeling dizzy . 

but I am still going to continue my korean drama ,

'cause it is the best way to avoid myself thinking too much (: 

and also , wait until 11 o clock and check my Fb (: 

and I shall go to sleep after that. 

Are you having fun ?

I reckon my holiday is quite awesome somehow.. 

at least I did a lot stuffs , 

and till now, 

have not regretted on anything I've done, 

not even regret on getting myself in troubles of thinking so much until the word " I WANT TO DIEE ADY, CANNNOT STAND THIS ANY LONGER " kept on popping out from my mind . (: 

I am happy , doing fine , though might be a lil far apart, 

still , I can feel where you are (: 

It's getting closer,

just make it through, 

I know I will, 

and same goes to you :)

PLEASE SURVIVE ! (:

Just a random shot when doing Mother's Day card for all the mahmahs with Estin and Eshin (:

You are not alone, 

I am here with you,

Though we're far apart,

You're always in my heart.

MJ (:

Good night !

Sugar Dreams :)

Tomorrow will be more exhausted , I suppose ? (:

p.s : I think I sort of caught a flu . heh :)

Day 2 1/2 : 第一個清晨

It's now 5.11pm , 30/5/2011. 

(: 

I came back from school , 

went for YE production , 

a productive day, indeed, 

still, 

trying my best to keep myself busy.

But it still seemed useless, anyway .

I went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean : On Stranger Tides with my family. 

Nice , yeah , 

Johnny Depp is cute, seriously (:

Penelope Cruz is hot, and 

Astrid Berges-Frisbey is gorgeous :) 

Just , I don't get it, 

those mermaids were scary,

like eww. 

nice movie anyway, 

you should watch it (: 

well if you want me to watch again I wouldn't mind 

just you have to make sure I keep my mouth shut so I won't tell too many about the story ;)

I am going to watch Korean drama, 

if it did not work, and I don't know how would I survive without thinking too much and missing, 

'cause you know, 

I have tried doing paper clay , sleeping, watching movies, went for sharing, for activities with friends, playing with the babies, and so on , 

I failed miserably . 

Just couldn't stop myself from thinking. 

Okay, I am going for marching tomorrow, 

I'm so going to be an american black chicken )': 

Enjoy your day ! 

Good bye ! 

Sleeep tight * I meant it , SLEEP TIGHT, SWEET DREAMS okaaay * 

with loves, 

eshennn. 

Day 1 1/2 : 遺憾

Paper Clay , 

filled the whole morning , 

but still , 

you never gone out. 

was still stuck. 

It's 3.04 pm , 29/5/2011. (:

what are you doing ? 

I wanted to watch Drama, 

but I did not. 

I am listening to yi han , again. 

I know , 

" why every time listen to this song ? what so awesome bout it ? " 

are you trying to ask ? (: 

well then my answer would be, 

" nothing special , just can't stop loving it anymore, can't stop playing it anymore, 'cause I can't stop recalling every moments anymore (: " 

Oh by the way, 

did I not tell you something silly happened to me the day before Add Maths paper ? 

I actually forgot my Facebook password, 

like seriously , 

FORGOT. 

no idea what was my password, 

not at all. 

Till now, 

I still have no idea what was my password. 

IDK what happened to me , 

as if my head was knocked by a flower pot from the sky. 

eventually, I changed my password. 

Yeah , am too dumb D: 

And oh, yesterday night, 

Internet no access , 

couldn't reply as well , 

couldn't see what people have sent, 

and today morning, 

I deleted the convo box or so called 'message between you and me' box, 

and now everything is gone, 

already gone , 

I meant it, 

EVERYTHING . 

and I am dying )': 

am too dumb, 

how could I just pressed that god damn DELETE button ? 

sigh. :'( 

Barcelona won, 

I didn't wake up and watch , 

too tired, 

used up too many mitochondria to think. 

 :) 

PAPERCLAYS OH PAPERCLAYS.

GOOD BYE to you ,
have fun ,
(:

still playing (:

Day 1/2 : When you look me in the eyes .

I am doing fine. 

Exam just ended. 

I did not hibernate , 

I did something more meaningful instead, 

I had fun with paper clays, 

and now is 11.00 pm. 

has been a long time since I update my blog, 

and also write my diary. 

I wonder what are you doing there right now ? 

Well I guess I could not withstand this any longer, 

but I have to , 

just have to survive (: 

So I think I shall fill my days with much activities and stuffs, 

in case I had too many free time, 

and my brain will be thinking of something else, 

and I have to suffer for the whole day long . (': 

In fact, 

it's only the 1/2 day, 

and it's like 

1eyoiqdhqy0[12u7312932p18w8iq(!@&#()!#(&^$)&( 

seriously , ya know ? 

Okaay , done. 

beeeeep (: 

I can't take a day without you here  

you are the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes

JB. 

am so gonna stuff myself with dramas . 

avoid distraction (': 

Good night to you , 

sleep tight , 

sweet dreams. 

(L)

I'll find my paradise , when you look me in the eyes (:

# my shirt described it all #

Helloh World, 

I miss those days , blogging in late night , 

listening to the same song , 

thinking of the same thing , same people ,

and maybe writing my diary. 

Today I am doing the same thing , 

blogging in late night , 

listening to the same song , 

yet with anxious and lethargic feelings , 

as 

examination 

is just 'round the corner , 

yeah i mean it , 

Next Friday , can you imagine that ? 

I am so dead. 

well it's okay , 

I'm getting tired of my life , 

I have so many stuffs to do and I actually somewhat still enjoying my life tho exam is next week . 

k and nao i can die . 

so in order not to let myself get too sick of it, 

I shall make my life easier , 

I won't go crazy over my oh-so-thick books ,

I'll just flip them gently , 

Who cares what results I might get , 

at least I've tried my best , 

as in , 

tried my best in a more relaxing way , 

so I won't die so young. 

Oh , 

I dont know why I got so addicted with Yi Han again . D: 

can't stop listening . 

haoo ? and whuat should i do  ? 

This is the only song that I never get bored with . 

too nice (: 

Okay , 

night then . 

I shall update you soon :) 

Within you I lose myself.
Without you I find myself,
Wanting to be lost again.

(:

I love you blogger, 

just , 

goddamnexamination loves me more. 

so long ! :)