我听到蟋蟀在外面唱歌，
因为外面下雨了

我看见蒲公英徐徐飘落在我眼前，
因为风毫不保留地吹了

我知道我一个人也能好好过了，
有时候觉得一个人比很多人在一起更好呢，
因为我不知道我要的是什么了

我要青青大草地
我要各种大小的花盆
我要小小的种子
我要一点一滴的灌溉

我不要你了


我要我的地球。

This ish my FAN TUAN . Say HI . Oh no , say KONICHIWA , he doesnt speak english.

Oh just to say ..















I will update soon ,
is discussing stuff with hoe hoe and kai.
bais .

HAHAHA.







inside : Dying still .

So tell me what you want to hear , something that were like those years

Sick of all the insincere 

So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

A lil bit of sweetness , at least ? 

GO WATCH ONE LITRE OF TEARS 

To Show You That I Wasnt That Lifeless.

a) MAKE BAKE PLAY

b) SCREAMS SHOUTS SYOK SENDIRI 

c) WALK TALK TILL YOU DROP

AM I REALLY THAT LIFELESS ?
MIND YOUR WORDS , LEMONS.

p/s : I aint like Kai Qian , she wrote something , at least . But I am lazzy .





OH PFFFFT , Watching dramas like mad human ,
go to bed at random time ,
so how can I convince you I am superb normal .
PFFT.


song of the day : Somebody to love
 RUNS!

Velly Fab Girlfriends :D

Ola ,
looooong time no seeeeeee ,
( So Malaysian-ish , well , always proud to be )
I love my mates , course not only threeee of 'em ,
a lot more :)
They are my velly velly owrhsome girlfriends :)
Oh ..
uhmmm ,
Somehow I am sort of like .. everyone calls that ' LIFELESS ' , which I dont really reckon I am , perhaps I shall say, I am spending most of my time doing things I adore, with the impact that my life is going topsy-turvy .

Okaaaay , I wanna watch drama .
SO LONG !

OH SOMEHOW I LIKE SHOPPING ALONE SINGING ALONE SLEEPING ALONE DOING STUFFS ALONE .

YES I KNOW IT'S WEIRD BUT YEAH WHAT'S THE PROBLEM DOING STUFFS ALONE ?

YEAH I KNOW NO MAN IS AN ISLAND BUT SOMETIMES YOU SHOULD TRY TO BE ALONE BECAUSE I THINK IT ACTUALLY AINT THAT BAD :)


GOOD NITE . :D

I love my weekend , i think ? blahs

GLEEK !

THIS IS AWESOME :D 

YOU HAVE TO WATCH ! SEASON TWO ! 

His name is Sam Evans in GLEE :)

Alright , his hairstyle is so bieber , but he's cute (: 

BIG MOUTH SAM ! 

Hahaha ! :D

OH ! 

3A5 !

Today was the last day I stepped in 3A5 :(

We're going to different classes next year , 

will you still threat me as your friend ? 

IDK MAN . 

I will  miss 3A5 , A lot , a LOT . 

3A5 people are awesome . 

really awesome.. 

:'(

KAISONG ! 

you're leaving ! 

'tho I know that one day we might meet again , 

but I do appreciate you a lot . 

You are a good friend. 

Good luck in Nexus . 

I'll see you soon :')

FRIDAY . BYES 

:'(

WE ARE YOUNG , WE RUN FREE :D

OLASAWADIKAPPHIHIBOOMCHIKALAKA ! :D

See we all so sweaty ! 

I swear Imma so gonna sleeep early , 

Sweeeeet and sounnnnnd :)

ZOMG ,

Kaisong's lil brother was super pro,

can kill me . 

( okaaay , I am not so goood lor , I admit that , that's why you might "cheh .. sap sap sui lah " ,but to me ,her bro is veli de gao lat already kay ? Pffft )

I love today * YAY* 

had loads fun 

( yeah , so cincai like that , but you'll never knew how awesome was the day la , I dont want explain )

with kai song , ann chen , rachael , jia lee , bel and kai song's brother .

Okay , I wanna gooooo , 

I know you want me to write more bout my awesome day , 

I know you wanna know more , 

( heeeeh :D )

But , I GOTTA GO YO 

PFFFT , I have to choose streams ! GAAAH 

There's so much to study in my next two years ! 

Okay fine , 

I wanna go . 

WTG. 

GOODBYELOVES (:

p/s : Kenfui introduced me this song ->    We'll be alright - Travie McCoy
So " AFTER PMR-ISH " ! ahhahah ! :D

FREE AT LAST FREE AT LAST

Dr. Martin Luther King once said ,

I shall say it again 

FREE AT LAST ! :)

GOOD BYE PEE EMM ARH ! 

I LOVE YOU :)

*MWAH ! * 

and now , sho sho !

Just to inform you that , 

I'm NO LONGER A NERD WHO STUDIED SEDIKIT SAHAJA :)

also known as 

A NERD WHO S to the power 3 ! 

WOO to the YEEE Haah ! :D

naaah, give you latest yet LAST nerd photo 8)

but it's not-so-awesome,

so , 

smallest size . 

teeeheeeee :)

EMGEE, such retard face,

don't learn from jeh jeh :D

OH , i wanna do sho sho many stuffs lar,

• HIBERNATE
• WATCH MOVIE(S)
• WATCH DRAMAS 
• SCREAMS WITH GIRLFRIENDS 
• KARAOKE WITH AH YING 
• SHOP TILL I DROP 
• YUAN ZUO LIFE ACADEMY
• PICNIC !
• PLAY WITH THE BABIES 
• JUNGLE TREKKING
• LAWATAN 
• HANGOUT WITH FRIENDS !
• GLEE 
• AND LOTS ;)

Okay , frankly speaking , I actually thought of super loads stuffs to write down here ,  but after having lame convo with my dearest bella , I forgot everything . Oh NOO. 

well , nevermind , I will remember one day . 

p/s: I HAVENT WATCH GLEE , I AM SO GONNA WATCH IT ! 

p/p/s : TEENAGE DREAM MADE ME FEEL SO YOUNG AND ENERGETIC ! 

p/p/s/s : I dont take up people's oxygen in malls , so here I am :)

p/p/p/s/s : Kaka might join Inter Milan !

I AM FREE (: 

define FREE : 

• 1. able to act at will; not under compulsion or restraint
• 2. having personal rights or liberty; not enslaved or confined
• 
  

But that doesn't mean that you can grab me whenever you want ! 

( Not this FREE :  costing nothing; provided without charge )

I AM EXPENSIVE ! HEEEH ! :)

BAI BAI ! I GO HIBERNATE !

10.10.10 :)

oh hi ! my eye bags wanna come here and say hi to you guys ! 

they are pretty shy actually,

they hardly ever appeared,

you are lucky ,

'cause you get a chance to see 'em. 

8)

and I was really yawing when ah mei took the middle pic  

KH .. pftt . 

Oh yeah ,what so vital bout 10 10 10 ?

it's just .. 10 10 10  ? 

okay okaaay ! don't throw me rotten eggs and veggie !

Fineeee , HAPPY TEN TEN TEN ! :)

yay*

POOOOOOMM POOOOOOM ! 

(fireworks)

HEY,

WHY DON'T YOU PEOPLE LOOK FORWARD FOR 20.10.2010 ?

That's awesome , too !

20102010 !

awwww.

You might ask : 

WHY YOU HERE EH ?

My answer : 

Oh , 'cause I am trying to ask what so important bout ten ten ten . 

( i know what are you gonna say , I should be studying KH or doing maths right now)

DONT THROW ME ROTTEN EGGS AND VEGGIE !

I GO STUDY ! OK ? 

ZOMG ! the radio is playing Teenage Dream !

You and I , we'll be young forever (:

Say GOOD LUCK to me ! (:

HI :)

tomorrow is my big day !

I will be sitting for the very de awesome PMR. 

yet I am here :)

Oh my ah ma , 

la la lam finish , 

la la lam free , 

all my freedoms ,

la la lam come to me :)

nice song ? I created while I was typing , 

sucha awesome song composer !

angel eshen says : THIS IS ME ! :)

devil eshen says : Pergi matilah sayang, that's not the main point !

angel eshen says : okay fineee )': then what's the point you post this pic ?

devil eshen says : see the card ? my kawaii mei mei gave me , wish me good luck ! do you have one ?(:

* evil smirk *  

Mua-ha-ha :P

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OH YEAH. 

mummy bought Canon S90. 

It's _(insert any adjective which awesome than awesome)_____ !!!

You see the pic below, I didnt edit or what (:

the camera itself can set nostalgic styles and more !

wo-ah . ! 

you see , PMR really menyeksa 

 I become very very pro in being a nerd , 

a nerd who doesnt study much. 

Ho Ho Ho. 

Can't see what's that ? 

LOOK DOWN (:

100 % Nerdified . 

Wish me luck , 

I will be okay , 

wait for eshen's return , 

I will take care of myself, 

you take care too , 

SO LONG !

eshennn walk away with buku karangan :')

Tears and angers are worthless in this case (:(:

Seriously , I don't know what to say , I know I don't have the right to comment on whatever you've done , because I was wrong as well , but could you just forget 'bout it and give me back a normal yet very de awesome life ? 

You might think I am kidding or you might be laughing ' HA-HA-HA ' and say ' let's see what will this awesome but not really awesome eshen gonna write , must be some lame stuffs and oh ho ho ho , ROFL ! ' ,

I am sort of pissed off you know ?

I didn't want to blame anyone yet I blamed myself a lot , 'cause I knew I did something wrong , but I really don't understand what's the purpose of you doing all these craps when we humans know these craps are useless, useless , and still .. useless. I don't know what are you thinking 'bout , I have no idea , at all . I just know that none of the problems could be solved by doing these craps. I am sorry to say that. 

Okaaay , okaaaaaay , yes I know , I should've just shut up and everything will be fine. 

If all you ever wanted is just an apology ,

tell me then, 

I will make a formal apology , 

just don't make things complicated,

and innocent people are not meant to be involved in this,

and i supposed you know who are the innocent people especially the one ,

you owe 'em a sorry as well.

Pffffttt .. I've nothing much to say , 

I am really sorry if i offended you or what , 

but this is a lil' space of mine, 

allow me to voice out , 

at least a lil bit , please ? 

I supposed I have too much time to think of these unimportant stuffs, 

shall make use of my precious time,

study harder, 

and make my mummy and daddy proud of me.

* I give you a big wide smile :D

pffffttttt.. 

oh yeah , an awesome human made an awesome fruit tart , 

an awesome Qin Ai De made an awesome chicken pie, 

eat up ! 

and you'll be awesome. 

ZZZZ. 

p/s : 3 more days to not-so-awesome PMR

p/p/s : 2 more weeks to freedom

p/p/s/s : my phone dropped into the toilet bowl 


p/p/p/s/s : It rained just now , I can feel the rain, the smell of rain .

p/p/p/s/s : I DUMP YOU , blogger , enough for you , I go find my dear diary . 

SO LONG . !

( sigh )