I'm back . i supposed.

eeessshhhh ... I'm back to blogger. I found that I abandoned blogger and dumped blogger to idk where for a month. I'm so meaaaan.


 SUE ME , if you want :)


So , here am i , update my cacat-ed blog.  I'm currently addict to citrus fruits especially LEMON.  sweet and sour. nice .. me like . LOL.
I was sorta lifeless for the pass few weeks. I knew that and I think I should start to do some meaningful stuffs.


To cheah wan li and yu sue mun : I ain't gonna do stuffs which are meaningful but I know I'll do it reluctantly. :D
I just realized I did loads of stupid stuffs in the pass few weeks, excluded the 'oh-so-exhausting' prefect camp.
Never mind , as long as I found out what's wrong with me, then I believe I'll do things better next time.
I found that this world is full with liars. everything people said is ' OH - SO - TRUE '


* you can feel the sarcasm, can't you ? *

BUT I'M NOT A LIAR ! I'M A TRUE FRIEND !

* Oh , do you ? eshen ang ? *
* Oh , seriously NOT . *

SEE ! I'M ALSO A LIAR !

* 'cause I claimed that I'm a true friend but I'm sorry to say that , I'M NOT *


example :  


(a)  Hey . i tell ya something kay ... 1234567890 .. so on and so forth.


(b) Oh really ? okaaay then .. I'll keep my mouth shut. 


(a) murmuring - Dude , I'm sorry . I can't tell you the truth, I've to keep it as a secret.


(b) murmuring - Awh .. he/she actually told me everything .. he / she threat me as her/his true friend !


This happens everyday okaaaay ..


here goes another one :


(a) murmuring - mygod .. I'm really really really saad .. i wanna cry .. what should i do ? Why (C) did this to me ? whhhhhhyyyyyyyy ..


(b) hey .. are you okaaay ?


(a) NOT OKAY AT ALL ... That (c) just threat me like 9186398173817 .... *broke down *


next day ..


(c) Hey there .. are you okaaay ? what happened ?


(a) emmmm... yeah .. duuuhh .. I'm okay  :D why ?


(c) NO ! I know you're not okay .. tell me what happened ..


(a) murmuring- Hell yeah . I'm not okay because of you and you asked me bout this ?! what do you expect what I'm gonna say ?


(a) Rite ... I quarreled with (B) .. I don't know what to do 


(c) Ohh ... why ? I'll help you okay ? I'm your best friend .. I'll give (B) a call.


(a) murmuring - Shit .. why you wanna call (B) , there's ntg to do with (B) !The one that hurt me most is YOU okaaay ! 


(a) Ohhh NO NO NO . Is okay .. you need not to call (b). I'll settle myself. don't worry too much kaaay. 


(c) Okaaay .. no prob :D


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Everything you do and words you say , we cannot tell whether it is genuine or fake.


No man's reliable anymore. 


You can only believe in yourself .. 


and also .. 


citrus fruits .  Haha :D




Song of the day : Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson 


eshennn signing off.

My blog is dead. 

and I'm dead . 

So bye bye 

Crazier ...

Eshennn is very; extremely; highly; damn; awfully; greatly; terribly; heartily; immensely; closely; so; bitterly; incredibly; intensely; infinitely

unexceptionable

DAMN !

don't you know it's a sarcasm ?

right .. 

you don't know. 

Eshennn's meant to be defeated.

SO, 

do ya get what i mean ? 

neither harsh words nor sarcastic remarks 

:D

I'm gonna get up outta my bed when my phone rings on 3.45 am 

It's gonna be an exciting match

yeahs ... why ? 

'cause it's Arsernal vs Liverpool :)

Liverpool rocks , regardless of the consequences.♥

song of the day : Crazier - Taylor Swift  

You lift my feet off the ground , 

Spin me around , 

You make me crazier , crazier .

eshennn signing off.

CUPCAKES ;)

I BAKED CUPCAKES 

( first time lar .. i knew .. it's not really tasty lar .. ) 

supposed to bake with jialee and bel .

But end up i baked myself with my sis. 

never mind lar Bel , jia lee ... we bake cookies next time , kay ? :)

song of the day : Should've Said No - Taylor Swift

eshennn singing off.

BOOM !

Oh .. why am I here ?
Oh .. how should I know ?
Oh .. yeah rite , this is my blog , so here am I ;)

Can't believe I just told EVERYTHING to my mom.
( you'll never knew what i told her .. ha-ha B]  )

Where is ISABEL CHEW ? !
You don't even have my house address and how are you gonna come my house tomorrow !?
BEL !?
Do ya hear me  !?
BEL ~~
rite , you didn't hear me .

Nite people.
Sleep tight.

song of the day : One Time - Justin Bieber 


eshennn signing off.

Superlative of bad - WORST

somehow i miss you and wanli so much :'(  

or maybe i miss spending the whole night with you and wanli at Bukit Jalil National Stadium .
awwhhh .. D:

eshennn : " WANG LEE HOMMMMMM !!!!! " 

wannnli : " WANG LEE HOMMMMMMM !!!!!! " 

eshennn and wannnli : " Ahhhhhhhhh ~ Wahhhhhhh ~ Woooooaahhhhh ~ Ahhhhhhhhhh !!!! " 

the next day , eshennn and wannnli's status : Soar throat. Our throats hurt badly.

awwwhhhhhh .. aaawwwhhhhhh D: D:

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You ! You !

Don't you know hitting others using your Oh Super Big Palm is really painful ?

You ! You !

Do you ever care 'bout our feelings ?

Yet, you glanced at us and give us a ' Oh So Innocent ' look.

Taking a tissue on my hand and wiped my nose , and so  ?

Weren't you thinking that I was crying , or were you ?

You're so mean...

You screwed up my day .

A fact is a fact, which no one can deny .

I'm so PATHETIC.

I felt so confused and depressed .

I'm so ENERGETIC.

I feel so comfortable and enthusiastic .

I'm so unsophisticated. 

I'm feelin' good  !

No worries , Hakuna Matata :)

song of the day : Live After You - Daughtry 


eshennn signing out.

Hakuna Matata :)

AWWHHH .. WHY AM I SO KIASU ! ? 

一点点

我们都向往宁静，
再也不喜欢大家庭式的生活，
曾几何时，
我们也在那里兜兜转转，
该不该留下，
亦或一并离开。
之所以没有去，
是不想要让自己再次陷入那种局面，
我了解自己 ， ( 或许一点也不了解 ) 
可我就不想再犹豫，
喜欢小型的，
小型的，
就够了，
没有压力， 没有拘束，没有烦恼，没有竞争，
有宁静，有欢乐， 有朋友， 有自由， 有真心， 有生活
有自己。


大家庭，
昔日在那里的生活，
也不过如此。 


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有些歌词的意思， 你绝对可以领悟 ：)

• 我没有说谎， 我何必说谎 - ( 也许， 我真的有说谎， 我真的有必要说谎 ) 
• 
  
• 从前从前，有个人爱你很久，但偏偏， 雨渐渐大到我看你不见 - ( 最好是这样，到我看你不见)
•  
• 如果我说 爱我没有如果 - ( 那我就不爱 )
•  
• 在我心上，用力地开一枪 - ( 很痛 ， 可是会死掉 ) 
•  
• 能不能给我一首歌的时间 - ( 不能 ， 我赶时间 ) 
•  
• 放手， 放开所有 - ( 可以放手， 可是不知道能不能放开所有 ) 
•  
• 一天一天贴近你的心， 你开心，我关心 - ( 对， 你怎么知道，我是一个关心病人的医生 )
•  
• 我爱他， 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 - ( 错， 我不爱他， 我喜欢他 ) 

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又何必让自己受到第二次的伤害，

还在这里苦苦的等待，

明明知道那一天不会到来，

还能够有什么期待。 

song of the day : 没有如果 - 梁静茹

eshennn signing off.

CuppaCupCakes and CocoCookIes :)

Isabel's next target : Bake cookies ( for some special reasons ) , but not cupcakes . Hah :D 

Puan Yap taught us baking stuffs and she said she's gonna teach us to bake cookies this Saturday. 

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Bel : " Yay ! :) " 

Eshen : " Yay ! :) "

Bel : " Wait ! This Saturday I'm goin for the debate workshop ! " 

Eshen : " Awh .. then you can't bake cookies ~ "

Bel : " aaawwwhhhhh .. )': " 

Bel raised up her hand 

Puan Yap : " Yes ? "

Bel : " Teacher , I'm not in skul this Saturday! "

Puan Yap : " Aiiyaaa .. why ? " 

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And so after the lessons ended , we ( kaiqian , jialee, Bel , and me ) decided to bake cookies at my house on ( i d k when ) .  Maybe cupcakes or cakes , too . :) 

Baking Kaki(s) ! Rwar ! ;)

P/s : Mom let me to go for Super Junior's concert. Joejoe , deal ! I'm goin ! 

song of the day : Sorry Sorry - Super Junior 

eshennn signing off.

just found this photo in my comp. heh ;)

YOUR FLAWLESS REVEALS MY IMPERFECTION . 

but i don't care . 

It starts ( again ) from now on. 

434 days (: 

song of the day : Tick - Tock    - Ke$ha 

eshennn signing off.