kill me if you would

sneezing for times and nose blocked since idk when, sort of suffering here. zzz
so much mucus producing.

I want to die .

good night ,
it's late ,
very late.


signing off ,
2.19 am.

RAAAARRRRRR !!!!

ISOBELLA !  :) 

OKAAAY RAAARRRR HI !!! :) 

Yesterday was annual dinner , 

Okay I don't know what to say , 

but all I knew is that, 

IMMA pro photographer with a suckish quality digital camera 

;)  *winks*

If you see the photos uploaded on facebook, 

please do not doubt my skill kayz, 

it's the camera's problem, ain't mine (;

Holidayss ~ (: 

I will not WASTE it and live a lifeless life , 

I must do something , 

yeaaah something but what's that SOMETHING ? 

who knows, erhemph. :/

Tomorrow celebrate ShuuMinn's Bio Day :D

Happy Birthdaaay in advance dear !

tomorrow must be fun, 

but still,

my fingers will not stop counting and doing subtraction and addition :) 

am shoo randomm :) 

10 to goooo ! :) 

bye bye lurves (: 

When the clock strives twelve :)

hey blog :)
It's twelve midnight ,
sleeping late nowadays,
so much to do , yet i always slacked.
yesterday was awful,
seriously awful.
musnt repeat the same mistake once more.
I will survive till the end,
and survive happily ,
I can ,

aja aja fighting ! :)

sleepless,
i needa go to bed soon,
byeee .

(:

will be alright,
L.O.L :)

Okay I seriously got so frustrated ,
wasting all my time crapping all around and end up getting this piece of useless shit.
Yeah sorry for being so rude ,
but what the hell on earth weii ,
so restless and sleepless for days and
shit, I suppose to study Add Maths now.
Yet internet connection is this slow,

HOW CAN THIS CRAP JUST TURN OUT LIKE THIS ?!

sigh , jump off .

FML . I need chocolate .

All Out Of Love

is a random old pitcha found on daddy's laptop (: 

Is currently addicted to songs in daddy's laptop (: 

they are so nice (: 

especially an album entitled "Angel Voice " , 

All Out Of Love ,

originally sang by Air Supply, 

but this girl ( who I don't really have any idea what's her name and who she is ),

sings so well and nice 

also some other songs, like 

Sometimes when we touch, True Colours, Need You Now, Love the way you lie ( Yes, and she didnt rap, she sang, (Y) really nice and comfortable ) , also Baby (Yes, JB's )

so many nice songs daddy has. 

also MJ's, and some musics ,

and also also , 

LeeHom's. 

Guess I am sort of sick of songs nowadays, 

so much of rapping,

as if they were mumbling more than singing. 

Lee Hom's new album is going to release on September (: 

I don't know why I have mixed feelings, 

maybe I don't really know how to manage my time properly,

feeling lifeless yet wanted to catch up on studies so badly,

yet,

Lazy . 

Ah, pathetic . 

and I thought so much , aduii . 

studies and stuffs more . 

and why do I always failed ? over and over again ? 

Please don't fail me again :( 

aya aya , eshen go aja aja fighting ! aye aye :) 

bla la la , what talking me ,

ya ya I think I have too much random nerves , 

e heh heh . 

Byes . Lurves. (: 

Feeling cold,
throat is sore.
and things undone have so many more .

Feel like talking
but oh well ,
nevermind :)


Signing Off .
is listening : To make you feel my love - Kris Allen * over and over again * due to some reason , ahah.

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind (:

3 Doors Down :) 

Here without you, nice songgg ! :D 

hello . 

long time no C. 

staying up for stuffs, 

stalking people whole day long, 

listening different songs,

aint so awesome anyway. 

aihs. I love my bed . 

good bye, 

back to work . 

Loves . 

(':

I WILL BE BACK YOHHHHH. 


THIS IS SO DEAD. 


RAAARRRR ! :) 




TUUTTUH :) 


MWAHHH ! 


eheh ;)

I should have said all the things that I kept inside of me

All we'd ever need.

Hi , dead blog..

been real busy recently. 

Ah gong passed away. 

and what shall I say ? 

I miss him so much , 

words can't describe my feelings toward him. 

wo ai ni . 

so many things are happening, 

too fast , 

too quick , 

they think I am strong enough, 

they think I am moving on,

but the truth is that I am not,

for many things, 

in many things. 

I can hardly catch up, 

your pace.

I don't feel like doing my homework, i am slacking, yes i know. 

So restless, 

deep inside my heart. 

I thought I think too much,

always and still do, 

silly me. 

change brain with me, won't you ? 

Too sensitive, 

sigh,

removes some nerves in me then, 

might be less sensitive so I wouldn't show how much I care and how do people and I feel. 

pathetic much. 

Just go smiling and be cheerful like how you used to be, like seriously, 

you need to stand up and fight, eshen. 

you're not going to cry like a baby and wait for a sympathetic smile.  

why do I always say things that are actually not the truth,

why do I have to be so initiative and over enthusiastic sometimes and forget bout how people feel,

why do I regret from doing so after all and swear I will never did that once more,

why do I keep quiet and remain silent when I actually have so much to tell,

why do I not tell you the truth before hanging up and make myself a half-dead human.

And this wasn't me, 

this Is me . 

Very annoying ;(

I'll be better, like how I used to beeeeee . 

Loves. 

xx 

(: