syok sendiri sahaja.

Haaaaaaiiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .. 

confused. 

idk what i want. 

when i feel like i'm sorta lifeless , 

i know i NEED a HECTIC life. 

and now , 

HECTIC sangat. 

* for me , idk what on earth you lemons consider as a HECTIC life * 

i miss my enjoyable life. 

:'( 

Okay la . 

I didn't even get a chance to touch my dy dy. 

That's why I'm here .. 

talking crap. 

Let's see how much i miss the humans and non-living things 'round me . 

I didn't STOP. and TALK nicely to humans for .. 

idk how many days. 

and and .. 

and .. 

I 

feel 

SLEEPY in the class .   * Yawns * 

* I didn't stay up late watching football ! :'(   * 

See .. 

Let's see .. 

heeeeeeh :P I didnt talk to him much these few days .. 

yeah .. 'cause kai qian said I'm screwing NIE. 

Awwww .. see .. 

my ah guu is just too dramatic and hilarious  ;)

Nyeeehh .. I just wanna watch Disney Channel with him la .. 

emphh .. 

I sort of miss my 颓废 in ah ying's house. :')

We watched TV and movies till midnight. 

Slept in the living room . 

Bake cake * FAILED * 

bought lots of Haagen Dazs 

Prepare zhabeh breakfast :P 

and then .. 

went One U shoppingg .. 

this is the real kind of LIFELESS . 

Don't try it . 'cause ya know ya'll miss that kind of 颓废 life so muchie . 

And jian jian , hong jing and hong kang :)

Waaah . 

I didn't go PohPoh's house so often these few weeks . 

I know .. so bad .. 

I love 'em . (: 

Buzz like a bee (: 

Google :

位置 - A lin 

我心中尚未崩坏的地方 - 五月天

如煙 - 五月天

天使 - 五月天

it's a MUST okaaay . 

SCREW NIE . 

bai bai. 

Sparks fly Its like electricity (:

ESHAKAI. 

heh :)

well well well .. 

tired hectic June . 

and I supposed , 

My July will also be the same . 

HECTIC-nya HECTIC. 

hectic is good (:   but i don't like to be too hectic . yes . .conflict maaaan .

'cause hectic lifestyle = no time , no relax , no sleep , no diary . 

but relax lifestyle = lifeless , useless , hopeless .

LA  ... 

15 more minutes to Isabel Chew's Birthdaaay ! 

Haaaapppy awesome 15th Birthdaaay Isabel Chew Chew ! :)

Love ya ! 

Kisses and Hugs . 

how do you sleep ?

Babe 

don't ask me ' how do you sleep ' . 

'cause  

I 

just 

wanna 

SLEEP

right 

now

.

shakira - Hips don't lie

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish,
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira !

she makes me feel a lil' bit more confident. 

i mean it , 

' A LIL BIT '

:'( 

Wish me luck. 

p/s : don't get nervous , eshen ! 

Back to school in 3 hours.

just an old one :)

Hello world . :)
Guess I'm a lil bit too early  ?
Yeah , I actually wanted to watch Brazil's match with my dad. But i think my mom has been a lil bit fed up with me these few days . Not going to mention what happened . Just some forgettable yet important stuffs. I should've listened to her. right , I'm sorry.
So ended up I'm watching Brazil's match online. wth. haha.

just allow me to shout again please ..
OMG! 
NO WAIT !
SHIT !
DROGBA JUST SCORED ! WTH! !!
FLAH !
DROGBAAAAA !
how could it beeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
* can somebody hands me tissues please ? *
*sniff
* tears

right . I don't care , DROGBA.
GOOOOOOOOO BRAZILLL !!!! GO KAKAAAA !!!! 
THANK YOU ELANOOOOO !!! THANK YOU FABIANOOOO !!! :D

 .....
....
..

SIGH.
I don't know why , my mood switched so often lately.
yeah , i know why. Emotional controls ain't good enough, need to improve my EQ. Wanli , my EQ lower than yours lah . All of a sudden , I felt so frustrated . When I SHOULD BE satisfy and happy. I felt so down , and lost my direction. I need somebody to help me , needn't I ?

OH WAIT .

RIDICULOUS ! YOU !


KAKA WAS SENT OFF !? 

chill me chill .

okay .

excuse me , may i know why did you show the red card ? 
Kaka didn't even touch his face .   :'( 
unfair. 
why . 
Noooooo ... :'( 

yes . see ! My mood switched again .
I'll fail my emotional controls' test if there's one . shesh .
Well , i gotta say ,
I'm lucky 'cause I found a good way to express my random thoughts and weird feelings.
For you humans , who have the same problem as mine , wanli especially !
you can try to write diary.
It makes you feel better.
It's simple :)
Just ... start with a ' Hey , diary .... ' or ' Hello Diary ! '
* or you can write like what i usually do , i called my diary ' Dy Dy ' . not  ' DIE ' kay , so i write there " hey dy dy . " or " Dy Dy ! "
and then you can just end with a ' xoxo diary ' or ' bye bye '
* or you can write like what i usually do , ' nite nite dy dy ' .
Okay . it's enough, that's what i could tell you humans bout my diary . Other stuffs in my dydy cannot be told.

BLEH :P

emph . School starts .
Holidays gone.
I missed holidays.
awww.

Oh yes , Happy Birthday to my R-ness Pei Pei , and ah Ong ying chuan (:
may all your wishes come true !


I didn't tell you all , I like Colbie Caillat's voice , did I ? :)


song of the day : I never told you - Colbie Caillat


eshennn signing off. 

Yupyn & Ipin dan kawan kawan's awesome Picture Tag ( :

1, an adorable picture of yourself.

 Kawaii nuff ? :)


2, a picture of your best friends.

3, a picture of your boyfriend/girlfriend.

BOYFRIEND : 

Say ' lengcai ! ' 

GIRLFRIENDS : 

4,the latest picture you took.

5, a silly picture of yourself.

 6, a picture with your family

7, a picture that makes you happy.

8, a picture that makes you sad.

9, a picture of your favorite kind of food.

I could only find these. LOL . 

10, a picture of the opposite sex, that's your close friend.

My Diary ! 

11, a picture of you on the beach.

12, a picture of you in your room.

IDK how to play actually :P

13, a picture of you and your ex.

BOOKS . eheeehh :)

Haaapppy Birthdaaaay Yushu :)

3 years (:
and I still remembered how we met . (:
Haaappy 15th birthdaaay Yushu !

 we ♥ you ! 

Hectic Saturday and Sunday

Saturday :)

Kids Drawing Competition 

Sunday :)

Ah Wong and Ang's family movie marathon. 

Letters To Juliet 

 

Sherk  Forever After

Nanny McPhee and the Big Bang