I can't take it any longer, but my will is getting stronger

And I think I know just what I have to do .

Stay - Sugarland .

how I wish, life is as easy as this, 

so peaceful and calm, need not worry so much . 

what am I up to huh ? 

I have no idea. 

a half-dead blog, 

a half-completed project, 

a half-finished novel, 

a watched half-way Tv show, 

a half-negative thinking mind, 

is there anything else of mine, 

had perfectly done, 

completely finished, 

and absolutely carefree ? 

): 

sigh. I don't know what's going on .

I just miss the old days . 

seriously, 

thought I might cry . 

See them ? 

they are my girls, 

special ones, 

irreplaceable :)

For you see, 

we've been through so many , 

of braking down, smiles, laughters, quarrels, sweet moments, 

how best friends are suppose to be , 

what best friends are meant to be, 

words just can't describe all the feelings. 

There are always there for me, 

no matter what .

For my girls, 

I just want to say, 

I am always here for you all, too. 

I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on, 

I'll laugh as hard as I could with you,

I'll talk to you if you needed me, 

I will not leave, 

unless you ask me to 

:)

Dear girls, 

I hope our friendship will last, 

and I really appreciate you girls a lot. 

I hope you know, 

I still care,

and I don't want to give up,

I still want to be your listener, 

your true friend, 

just like how we used to be, 

please don't doubt everything I did, 

I do care, 

I still care, 

I really care. 

and I don't want to lose anyone of you :)

with loves, 

xx